Every Saturday I make it my duty to come to check what I'm going to write (Or make a video) about from Hive Naija and today I have to say the truth I don't know what to write about.
I think its the question
Could you guy rephrase it maybe to how much money makes you happy?...or Does money make you happy? Or when last did money make you happy?
This year it's $2000 dollars I am hustling for, then I'll buy a new laptop to work more efficiently.
So maybe it is money.
I have more money now
Is that why I am happier now? I have seen more dead people these days too. I have also been rejected and been more disappointed now more than ever before. I don't know.
When I first came to Nnewi and I was spending lots of money every day because I couldn't cook and I was spending thousands daily...I think I was still happier to be practicing.
I am less angry
That's like saying am more grateful. I hate to be the typical church folk and be out here saying thank God for this and that. I feel like God is done seeing how people behave after all they've said.
But I serve that God that is not out here trying to impress people. He is simple and He loves to be served that way...simply as you are...That makes me happy. To have something personal with him.
The less I can explain it
The better it is actually. I've reached a certain level of peace right now. I just know everything is going to be okay.
So don't be fooled by my title I really am happy that God loves me and I love him too...
Weirdly.