Impatience . the name of my new song that i made recently, of course, the beginning of this song is about dependency, which i uploaded two weeks ago. i connected that song to my new song. i started feeling bad about myself a few days ago. of course, i think the sense of absolute emptiness and despair is normal, because many of us humans at some point in our lives experience the feeling that we might get sick of ourselves and we have to deal with this feeling for a few days until we return to normal. throughout my life, i felt a lot of emptiness and lack of motivation, and only playing the guitar and crying calms me down at that moment. i don't know, maybe i'm too emotional, but i also like to cry while playing the guitar. if i put the guitar aside and lie down in front of the TV, i get insomnia again, i pick up the guitar again and start playing, after hours of playing the guitar, my back hurts and i have to lie down, but that insomnia doesn't leave me, and with tears in the corner my eyes close and i sleep to forget everything and be relieved from this world and its sorrows. in my opinion, this is the law of life. we face many mental and emotional problems during our life, and this is unavoidable. we have to strengthen our spirit, but for musicians, these challenges are a bit annoying because the music environment is a sensitive environment and it creates a lot of expectations, and sometimes many of these challenges will not be comfortable for us.
i hope you are always in a good mood and enjoye this music, if you like it please write a comment below this post 🎸❤️
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