It's been a while since I've really had time to just relax and focus on one thing. This year has been extremely hard on me. Since April 2022 I VERY often worked eighteen hour days just to finish my workload.
I am finally done, but now my life feels a little empty. I had to push so many things aside so that I could focus on work, and now that I am done, I am constantly feeling guilty if I just sit and relax.
On a computer you literally push a button to refresh your screen and all is good. I just wish I had a start button which I can just reset.
I am completely out of balance, but luckily I still have this desire to become more centered. My complete reset has to start from within and I have to find the peace and balance again.
I have a few books here waiting to be read. I bought them last year and I honestly have not had time to start reading. There is nothing like a good book just to switch off my mind while being unplugged for a while.
My life revolves around the internet so it might be a good thing just to switch off the computer and television and use my time more wisely.
I hope you all have a very happy festive season and that you too have the opportunity to just relax and be unplugged for a few days. Unplugging will give you a chance to reflect and relax and just to catch up with actual living people.
