[ᴇꜱᴘ-ᴇɴɢ] Donuts, gossip, advice and two sisters who miss each other

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Hay momentos especiales, únicos e inolvidables, con mi hermana todos son así. Una aventura a la deriva, una locura alocada, un momento, unas horas o unos minutos increíbles, llenos de ideas, chismecitos y quejas.

Tenía casi dos meses a ver a mi hermana mayor y extrañaba tanto esos momentos con ella, escucharla quejarse y quejarme el doble, hablar, reírnos, comer dulce hasta vomitar, fastidiarnos, acompañarnos y darnos un mimo.

Ella para mí representa muchas cosas y entre eso un lugar seguro, por eso siempre en algún momento del mes debe haber un espacio para una cita segura con mi hermana, hemos hecho que nuestro espacio sea nuestro, dónde podemos juzgar nos, escucharnos, aconsejarnos y arroparnos. Porque sí, es mi hermana mayor, y sí, nos llevamos 8 largos años de diferencia, pero sí, también es verdad que es mi mejor amiga, la que me conoce, a la que no puedo ocultarle nada, ni como me siento, ni lo que pienso, ni lo que soy, ella y yo somos yo y ella.

Vernos, estar y caminar es llenarnos y desahogarnos, es abrazarnos, es dejar todo en un sitio y salir renovadas, estar juntas es terapia, y eso es lo mejor. Nos ayudamos y nos acompañamos.

Está vez la cita fue como siempre, sin planes, solo nos vimos, contamos cuánta plata teníamos y simplemente avanzamos, fuimos a un lugar que quedaba casi escondidos y nos plantamos a comer donas y helados hasta quedar llenas, caminamos, nos reímos, nos guiamos con GPS, nos perdimos, nos llenamos de amor y al final nos fuimos felices por estar una vez más juntas y tristes porque teníamos que volver a la realidad.

Salir con ella es como andar con el amor de mi vida, nos cuidamos, nos amamos y nos entendemos, nunca había sentido tanta complicidad y tanta conexión con alguien como la siento con ella, nos pensamos, nos miramos y ya nos decimos cosas, nos rozamos las manos y entendemos cualquier señal que eso signifique, ella es fantástica y me siento muy afortunada de nuestras salidas.

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There are special, unique, and unforgettable moments, and with my sister, they are all like that. An adventure adrift, a crazy escapade, an incredible moment, a few hours, or a few minutes, filled with ideas, gossip, and complaints.

I hadn't seen my older sister in almost two months, and I missed those moments with her so much—listening to her complain and complaining twice as much myself, talking, laughing, eating sweets until we threw up, teasing each other, spending time together, and pampering each other.

She represents many things to me, including a safe place, which is why there must always be time somewhere in the month for a guaranteed date with my sister. We have made our space our own, where we can judge each other, listen to each other, advise each other, and comfort each other. Because yes, she is my older sister, and yes, there are eight long years between us, but yes, it is also true that she is my best friend, the one who knows me, the one I can't hide anything from, not how I feel, not what I think, not who I am. She and I are me and her.

Seeing each other, being together, and walking together fills us up and lets us unburden ourselves. It means hugging each other, leaving everything behind and coming out renewed. Being together is therapy, and that's the best thing. We help and accompany each other.

This time, the date was like always, with no plans. We just saw each other, counted how much money we had, and simply moved forward. We went to a place that was almost hidden and sat down to eat donuts and ice cream until we were full. We walked, we laughed, we used GPS to guide us, we got lost, we filled ourselves with love, and in the end we left happy to be together once again and sad because we had to return to reality.

Going out with her is like being with the love of my life. We take care of each other, we love each other, and we understand each other. I have never felt such complicity and connection with anyone as I do with her. We think about each other, we look at each other, and we say things to each other. We brush hands and understand whatever that signifies. She is fantastic, and I feel very lucky to go out with her.

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