Last night, Mother asked me if I want to come with them to the church tomorrow morning which is this morning and I answered her "No" because that time, I feel so drained for what happened yesterday. It is my Niece Family Day on their Elementary School and she is in Kindergarten and they are also required to attend to take part on the said event. So I let down Mother because I thought I won't be able to attend.
I feel like I did a lot yesterday, I'm sure this nothing to some people but for me who did this for the first time, I feel like I was drained to dust and all of my energy was depleted to negative 1 percent. My role that day is a photographer because brother asked me to attend for her daughter. It is actually me and our Mama who attend, she is the one who's taking care my other niece, who also came that day to watch her Sister.
And, who wouldn't feel drained in this kind of weather, I am sure not just me. The weather is good for this event but it is just too hot. I can't help but to worry about the kids performing at the center but then, I remember, we also used to do this during our time. And even if it is too hot, I know that they are enjoying it. And I am actually glad that the absence of my brother and sister in law is not stopping my niece to have fun.
I am really glad that I came, I am glad that I didn't let my introverted side eat me, lol. Because if ever that happen, then, my niece has no one to rely on that day. Although my sister in law's cousin is also here, still, he can't really do a lot of thing if it is just her. It'll be bad if no one of the family attend for her. It is already sad that the parents cannot attend due to the distance that is why I said "okay" when brother asked me to go in there.
Anyways, going back to another family day, I mean, it is for us three, me and my two Mother. We spend just an hour to the church, Mother F is actually glad that I came with them. Because if I didn't no one will hold her hands while walking. Her knees are going on jelly on her sometimes that is why it has the chance that she may slip, so yeah. Thanks heaven I feel better today. She has me as her human cane ┌|o▽o|┘♪.
Going to the church, I woke up exactly at 4 a.m and can't go back to sleep anymore. And I checked myself or my body if I am already fully charge again and luckily, I am. The unwanted and weird feeling I had last night was completely gone and I took that as a sign to go come with Mother to the church. I really thought I'll get sick this morning, lucky of me that it didn't happen. It is mother F who planned on going to church today.
She will celebrate her birthday on March 19 and she wants to pray and thank God for the wonderful year she had and now another year will add, more pain and problems will come for sure but Mother F is so strong she will face them head on and get over it real quick. I wish to celebrate more of her birthday on the next 50 years, hihi.
Looking good. I hope that this smile stay with her forever!