I know how it can be sometimes. That feeling you get in your gut when things aren't heading towards the direction you expected after truly giving it your all. That emptiness, it gets darker, especially when you have no one to back you.
And that is when it really hits you that being alone isn't really great when you lose or even win. Not having someone to share that with can be truly excruciating. You wallow in self-pity, not knowing what to do. But you are not alone. Not having a support tree? Know that...
Life in general sucks for a lot of people.
It feels like there's someone high up in the universe playing the favorite child, but telling you things isn't that way. But reality speaks for itself. Only those who are going through tough times know every area that burns.
Life hasn't been really great to me lately but when I look at things and try to console myself, I see that life treats me even better than others and that- that hits a soft spot for me. It feels like I am not suffering enough to be complaining.
It begs the question;
"Why do we complain? Why is it that we are full of it?"
I believe this is when being human comes in. The fact that we can feel pain, joy, indifference, and filled with a bunch of emotions makes complaints. We complain because we have feelings because when it does hurt, it hurts like hell. And when things don't go right for us despite everything we put into it, it shatters us to point out that we get tired of every other thing.
If at that moment, someone sneaks up to you and whisper in your ears that, "Life's only getting greater better," I believe we surely have different approaches to the whisperer. I know I'd laugh so hard I may piss myself, or give a look that will melt the whisperer to the ground. However, looking at the statement again, it warms my heart. It is like someone put soothing oil on my wound, though the wound is still there, fresh like morning dew, the words encourage me.
And that changes my perspective. My once tired body gets fuelled up like I just left the gas station. It is an amazing feeling. Yes... yes, I know. Going back to hustling might feel like a lot, especially when success isn't sure. You can even say giving it your all again doesn't mean you'll be successful, and I could have said that is fine, but it's truly not. So, you are allowed to recognize and truly speak how you feel.
Still, I want you to take note and remember the whisperer words to you, "Life's only getting greater better." So enjoy it despite the troubles that may come your way.
Yes! Here's an interesting musical piece with "the" **Good Life" that surely fits you.
Still yours truly,
Balikis.
Thanks for reading and listening.
Peace be unto those who crave it and more to those who chase it away.