Have y'all ever experienced writer's block or a mental slump? if not, lemme enlighten you.
I've been inactive for like 3 months now not because I want to but whenever I take out my laptop and say I'm gonna write something down, it just clouds my head, like everything just whooshes around all at once and I lose the ability to arrange my thoughts. Or I'm just mentally drained and I don't even wanna think about anything, which is the biggest of all problems considering I'm an overthinker.
I feel like my ADHD spiked to an all-time high where there were a lot of things to do, and I know there are a lot of things to do and I WANT to do them, but I just can't. It's the most frustrating feeling ever. Even at the time of writing this piece, I'm super sluggish, my mind is literally cursing me out for the stress but I can't keep up with this, something has to give and that is something, I've come to realize is ME.
There are so many thoughts and ideas about what I want to write or do, great ones even, with so many details, but my mind yeah, has no interest whatsoever in doing anything with those thoughts. So when I want to pen it down, it just doesn't cooperate with me. I know this may sound crazy, probably asking "Isn't it your mind that works to create this idea, why can't the same mind organize?" If I knew the answer, or if anyone knew the answer to how the human MIND works not the brain, mental health would be at its peak, wouldn't it? Nevertheless, I'm gonna push through and do this for me. I'm a horrible introvert and this is my only escape. So what I'm saying is 'Guess who's back? (giggles).
PS I don't know if this post would even make sense because I'm just putting down my heart here, but I hope it does and someone can relate. Empathy is not overrated.
