Let it Go

Time is the most precious thing for anyone. Making the best use of time can increase the possibility of achieving success in life, and if we don't do it, we may encounter failure. No one can stop the time, and no one can make an influence on it. It always flows in its own way.

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Time indeed flies so fast. I am just feeling like I was a kid a few days ago, and now all of a sudden I have grown up and finished my graduation. Now I am officially graduated, and finding a suitable job is the thing I can do, but I have nothing to rush for it. The class of Master's is yet to start, and so I have free time, although I don't know why I feel I am busy all the time.

Tonight I was doing my hive activity, and after a while, I lay down to take a little rest. I looked outside through my room window, and I saw the moon was bright and the sky was clear. After noticing the moon, I remembered that in the past I used to see the moon many times when I felt down. Moonlight was like a blessing and somehow slowly healed me many times. I was thinking about those things, and within 20 minutes the moon was hidden behind clouds. It was hard to expect clouds, but it was the reality. It reminded me again that life also goes in that way and uncertainties exist all the time. It's hard to know about the next moments.

I felt like childhood time was the best. At that time, I had nothing to worry about. I didn't have any responsibility. I didn't need to think too much about the consequences of each action. But I have grown up, and I need to take care of many things, as I have many responsibilities to bear. I need to be responsible for each action I take, and I need to think about the consequences of my actions.

I was thinking those thoughts, and one of my close friends called me. Today was not a good day for him, as the day wasn't spent as he expected. He was disappointed for some reasons. He also shared some of his other concerns that make him worry. In the middle, he mentioned several times that I am living a better life and have nothing to worry about. I didn't say anything about it to him because he was already disappointed.

I didn't find any valid reasons for what he said to me. I think his financial condition, family background, earnings, and skills are much better than mine. I have a calm mind, and I hardly share my worries with anyone, and maybe that's the reason he isn't fully aware of my situation even if we are close friends. I think I have lots of things to get worried the difference is I don't share my worries with anyone, and maybe that's the reason he thinks I am an invincible person.

I know that I have many things to be worried but I feel that at the moment I can't solve everything, and thinking too much about such a thing that cannot be solved is not necessary. I think sometimes it's better to let it go, as we can't change anything even if we try. It's better not to be worried and stay calm. It's the thing that can help one person not to be disappointed easily.