Hello Hive peepsss!! It's been a while since I post my last blog. I've been busy with my Academic works lately and I don't have enough time to update you guys on what is Going on with me. Sorry hehe..
Before creating this blog, I make sure that I am ready to share everything, I really try to type this blog hoping to ease my heavy hearts and specially my mind since I have so many things that I've been thinking lately. I may not be able to tell you the full story, but I will try my best typing every word that I want to share with you guys, and I hope you don't mind. So lately I realized that I'm not feeling myself and I always have this mood swings, I easily get irritated by small things not until I realized I was having an anxiety yess, here we go again. It was random I just feel it and I was scared of what will happen to me the next day something like that. I often cry at night thinking about how I end up being like this, I didn't realize I was comparing my self to others and so on. I don't have the energy to get off of my bed, don't have the energy to talk to anyone. I just want to be alone all the time. Is it normal? or I am just being dramatic?☹️ How can I move on without thinking all those things all over again🙁. I just can't handle all the pain,how can I end this war if my enemy is my mind. I always go with my friends if I have time because I need to, if I don't go with them I'll just locked up my self again in my room, lay in bed and cry, I'm so tired. So please understand If one day I'm posting my Happy days and then suddenly I didn't. It may sound like an excuse but it happens and I don't have the power to control it. It just happen in one snap. I was happy today but later on I'm not happy anymore.
But despite of my situation right now I need to stand up for my self and continue on fighting and achieving for my dream. I'm not perfect everyone has it's own flaws, but now everyone has a strong mindset and strong confidence.! If one day I overcome this again! Everyone here in Hive will be the first one to know! You don't need to feel sorry for me. Being with me by reading this blog means a lot to me!
Before I end this blog. I just want to remind you guys that Be good to everyone around you not everyone is as good as you are some may be a happy go lucky person but inside they're not it's just their way to handle their emotions but when they're alone. It will all start everything you said is stuck in their head. So please be good to everyone. And always think before you speak/click!
To all hiverss that reads this blog till the end. Thank you so much! I really appreciate you guys!! I hope I can share my music with you again sooner❤️ Take care everyone! And have a nice day ahead!!
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