Confession time 💬 blessed time 🤭, please as we have promised let's listen and not judge 👩⚖ because some confessions would be really heavy, so for today I would be talking on "the lies we tell ourselves" we all have lies we keep selling to ourselves so let me give you the privilege of hearing my own sweet lies.
I always hear people say lies are sweet while the truth is bitter and I doubt them not knowing I too prefer the sweet lies to the bitter truth, one big lies I sold to myself was that school is meant for enjoyment so once I enter school I will be doing premium back to back, just eat what ever I liked when I wanted it, I thought I would be a place where I can relax and rest so I told myself that let me just gain admission first and leave this house for them.
I saw school as my place of premium rest and enjoyment, a place where my pocket will never run dry, but omoh the story different as I came to school, na that time my eyes clear and it began to really look like I lie to myself, I started calculating over every little thing infact I managed more lady year than I ever dreamt of because the payment in school was too much.
The carton of Indomie, pack of spaghetti, the crate of egg that I said I will buy so I can enjoy fully never came to pass because even when the money came other big deals more like priorities swallowed it, it came to an extent where I wasn't feeding well that's to tell you the extent of lie I sold to myself.
There's no lie greater than telling yourself "just relax you will soon get premium enjoyment" and you come and see the opposite, looking at it now I can't stop laughing at my stupid and high expectations from places or experiences we haven't been to, so I will love to tell you all that those lies I told my self last year I am determined to make it become the truth as I will focus on my self and we'll being.
It's been a lovely time spending with you and love to see you all next time 😘
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