Well, I had this particular lie that stood out. And it was the fact that I will attend lectures well.
Now, why does that particular lie stood out?
When I made that decision, I was serious. And because of that I decided to change location. I believe it was because I was staying far away from school that's why I've been missing lectures.
So, I got a new place, somewhere very close to school. It was less than 5minute walk to school. I believe even if I oversleep I would still get to class in time, I won't blame transport fare anymore and the likes. Unknown to me, distance wa never the enemy.
As we resumed the new session, I had also moved to my new place. But along the line and the various thing that was happening, u found out I had told myself a lie. U couldn't meet up with lectures, it was more like I was even doing better when I was staying far away.
There are times I wait to be notified or for a friends call for lecture before even leaving home. There are times u wake up, drag myself and all and get to school around 9or10am and still leave as early as 12pm. I don't know my explanation for that, the only thing that would make me be in school after 12pm would be that a lecturer is in class, if not that, I'm off.
Writing now, I got reminded of the many times I left school and got home to get notified about a test or class. There are times I will just go in and sleep, I can't come and kill myself.
But then again, it kind of has it's advantages. There are times I get those notifications and rush back. My place is very close to school, so I can always meet up. Even during times of group assignments and projects. It is until I get a notification or message that it's our turn then I will leave home. I will just show up as if I've been in school since morning.
I moved close to school, still I didn't get to fix what I wanted to fix. I guess I wasn't disciplined enough that was why and maybe I'm too lazy.
So, that happens to be the lie I told myself when I was in school, even though I could see the truth is far away, I kept on finding ways to believe it, saying"I will."
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