I stand before you. I am Loredana Marotta Casas. Licensed in pre-school education.
A big greeting and my respect to the community of
. This is my first post for this community. For me it is a pleasure to be able to share with you and in this opportunity I want to tell you how my life has been with a deformation since I was born.I was born in 1972, to an Italian father and a Colombian mother, my hands and feet were not formed as they should be, my hand bones did not grow, the fact is that I lived in a cruel world, since as I grew older and I started my studies, it happened that as many children as adults saw me as being strange or from another planet, when I had to go to the pool and they saw my feet, they made fun of me, they bullied me, when I went to the beach people stayed with me I couldn't stand that situation of contempt and ridicule looking at it and I had to put on my sports shoes, so that they wouldn't make fun of me, although my hands weren't fully formed, because I don't have knuckles, very few people realize it, I could go unnoticed situation of the hands and the saddest thing, is that I did not accept myself, I was not going to have my nails done for fear of ridicule and contempt, I felt sorry for myself, I lived in a world of depression and sadness alone, I never shared my situation of tr Isteza and depression with my two sisters, or friends for fear that they would also make fun of me, although for my family I was the black sheep because of my condition, the most important thing that my grandmother before I was born used to say to my mother, with contempt that I was not from the family, that I was not my father's daughter, that they would never recognize me because I was the daughter of a slip my mother had with another man, the day I was born they went to check if I was from the family, which It was his greatest surprise that I was born with the same condition as my grandfather, my father's father, and my grandmother said, the cachimbo is just like the nono! My grandfather was born with the same condition, although the deformation was more accentuated, even in the way he walked and his hands were more noticeable, because his fingers did not grow completely.
Now, I will tell you that in the year 1999, I freed myself and began to accept myself, how rich and divine it is to learn to accept oneself, just as one is, I began to wear sandals, no more closed shoes, only when I go to play sports today I feel very happy without any complexes, now I find this community and I tell it about a disturbing part that existed in my life, I realized that catharsis is super important, draining what bothers us, what hurts us, what generates us stress is beneficial for health. We must not leave accumulated those negative energies that cause us so much damage.
Me presento ante ustedes. Soy Loredana Marotta Casas. Licenciada en Educacion Preescolar.
Un Gran saludo y mi respeto a la comunidad de
. Es Mi primera publicación por esta comunidad. Para mi es un placer poder compartir con ustedes y en esta oportunidad quiero narrarles cómo ha sido mi vida con una deformación desde que nací.Nací en el año de 1972, de papa Italiano y mi mama colombiana, mis manos y pies no se formaron como debiera ser, mis huesitos de las manos no crecieron, el caso esta que viví en mundo cruel, ya que ha medida que fui creciendo y comencé mis estudios, pasaba que tantos niños como adultos me veían como ser extraño o de otro planeta, cuando tenia que ir a la piscina y me veían los pies, se burlaban me hacían bullying, cuando iba a la playa las persona se me quedaban mirando no aguantaba esa situación de desprecio y burla y tenia que ponerme los zapatos deportivos, para que no se burlaran de mi, aunque mis manos no se formaron completas, por que no tengo nudillos muy pocas personas se dan cuenta, podía pasar por desapercibida mi situación de las manos y lo mas tristes, es que no me aceptaba a mi misma, no iba a que me arreglaran las uñas por temor a la burla y el desprecio, yo sentía pena de mi misma, viva en en un mundo de depresión y tristeza a solas, nunca compartía mis situación de tristeza y depresión con mis dos hermanas, o amigas por temor a que se burlaran también de mi, aunque para mi familia era la oveja negra por mi condición, lo mas cumbre que mi abuela ante de yo nacer le decía a mi mama, con desprecio que yo no era de la familia, que no era hija de mi papa, que nuca me iban reconocer por que era hija de un desliz que tuvo mi mama con otro hombre, el dia que naci fueron a comprobar si era de la familia, cual fue su mayor sorpresa que que nací con la misma condición de mi abuelo, el papa de mi papa, y mi abuela dijo ¡es el cachimbo igualita al nono,! mi abuelo nacio con la misma condición, aunque mas acentuada se le veia mas la deformación,hasta en el modo de caminar y las manos se le notaba mas, por que sus dedos no crecieron completo.
Ahora bien les cuento que en el año de 1999, me libere comencé aceptarme a mi misma, que rico que divino es aprender aceptarse uno mismo, tal como uno es, comence a usar sandalia no mas zapatos cerrados solo cuando voy hacer deporte hoy por hoy me siento muy feliz sin complejo alguno, ahora encuentro esta comunidad y le relato una parte perturbadora que existió en mi vida, me di cuenta que la catarsis es super importante, drenar lo que nos incomoda, lo que nos hace daño, lo que nos genera estrés, es beneficioso para la salud. No hay que dejar acumuladas esas energías negativas que nos causan tanto daño.
