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Hello friends welcome to my blog thanks for being always since 2017 when my son made the decision to go to another country I began to suffer from this problem I spent anguished day and night I managed to sleep about 3 or 4 hours after I received his last message telling me that he was well was not that I was calm but at least he was alive perhaps many will say that I am extremist but when a son goes to try his luck the anguish of a mother never ends and when the pandemic began by covid 19 and my son alone no longer slept.
Siempre me siento cansada me duele la espalda siento un gran peso en los hombros dolores de cabeza, se que todo estos malestares son porque no descanso pero conciliar el sueño es un problema para mí que crece con la pandemia otra angustia más fueron días interminables con el miedo no a contagiarme yo sino a que mi hijo se contagiará y se complicará quien lo iba atender si el estaba al otro lado del mundo solo, todo era un caos yo de manos atadas y encerrada en mi propia casa las noticias eran aterradoras no soy una madre sobreprotectora pero las circunstancias eran diferentes le escribía cada rato quería de alguna manera tranquilizarme.
I always feel tired, my back hurts, I feel a great weight on my shoulders, headaches, I know that all these discomforts are because I don't rest but falling asleep is a problem for me that grows with the pandemic, another anguish, there were endless days with the fear of not infecting myself but that my son would be infected and it would get complicated, who was going to take care of him if he was on the other side of the world alone, everything was chaos, my hands were tied and I was locked up in my own house, the news was terrifying, I am not an overprotective mother but the circumstances were different, I wrote to her every now and then, I wanted to calm down somehow.
Mi hijo ya me había comentado que se sentía solo y que se iba a regresar aunque tenía su empleo estar solo era difícil para el le hacía falta su familia un mes después empezó la pandemia muchísimas restricciones todas las fronteras y carreteras cerradas le tocó quedarse 6 meses más mientras se buscaba la manera de regresar después de varios intentos al fin consiguió pasaje allí comenzo otro viacrucis por las restricciones al llegar al país debía pagar cuarentena eran medidas que había adoptado el gobierno para evitar más contagio lo llevaron a un refugio donde por la misma escasez de alimentos que había no los podían alimentar pero igual se tenían que quedar allí ahora dormía 1 o 2 horas al día.
My son had already told me that he felt lonely and that he was going to return even though he had his job, it was difficult for him to be alone and he missed his family a month later the pandemic started with many restrictions and all the borders and roads were closed so he had to stay 6 more months while he tried to find a way to return. He finally got a ticket and there began another ordeal because of the restrictions when he arrived in the country he had to pay quarantine, these were measures that the government had adopted to avoid more contagion, they took him to a shelter where because of the scarcity of food they could not feed them but they still had to stay there, now he slept 1 or 2 hours a day.
Ya estaba en el país gracias a Dios lo colocaron en un refugio durante los 40 días en cuarentena solo hablé con el 3 veces cuando le pagaba a los guardias por unos minutos de internet al cumplir su tiempo allá el gobierno se encargaba de trasladarlos a sus estados de origen dónde otra vez lo colocaban en cuarentena eso nunca lo entendí para mí no era necesario pero así eran las órdenes del gobierno regional más exámenes de PCR para descartar Coronavirus al fin logré tener contacto nuevamente con el pidió un teléfono prestado obvio tenía qt pagar y me avisó que llegó bien y el lugar donde iba estar.
He was already in the country thank God he was placed in a shelter during the 40 days in quarantine I only spoke to him 3 times when he paid the guards for a few minutes of internet when he completed his time there the government was in charge of transferring them to their states of origin where they again placed him in quarantine. I never understood that for me it was not necessary but that was the orders of the regional government plus PCR tests to rule out Coronavirus at last I managed to have contact with him again he asked for a borrowed phone obviously he had to pay and told me that he arrived well and the place where he was going to be.
Mientras todo esto acontecía mi trastorno del sueño se iba agudizando ya casi no duermo me han recomendado un sin fin de infusiones que me harían dormir pero la verdad no puedo esto me hace sentir muy irritada de mal humor sin descansar tengo que ir a trabajar sin ganas la pandemia todo lo cambio en mi lugar de trabajo aunado al problema del combustibles tan costoso y los salarios no ayudan es muy difícil conciliar el sueño añoro esos años donde dormir para mí era uno de mis grandes placeres siempre me decían tu si duermes hoy que no puedo conciliar el sueño me doy cuenta lo importante y placentero dormir lo extraño, mi hija me pregunta mamá porqué siempre está despierta yo también me hago la misma pregunta pero nose que hacer para recuperar mi sueño.
While all this was happening my sleep disorder was worsening I hardly sleep anymore I have been recommended endless infusions that would make me sleep but the truth is that I can't. This makes me feel very irritated and in a bad mood without rest I have to go to work without desire the pandemic changes everything in my workplace, added to the problem of fuel so expensive and wages do not help. I miss those years when sleeping for me was one of my greatest pleasures, they always told me that if you sleep, now that I can't sleep, I realize how important and pleasant it is to sleep, I miss it, my daughter asks me mom why she is always awake I also ask myself the same question but I don't know what to do to recover my sleep.
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