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todo empezó cuando yo tenía 8 años había terminado la escuela y empezaba las vacaciones mi mamá y mi madrina habían planeado que yo me quedaría a pasar las vacaciones en su casa,mi mamá preparo mis cosas y me llevo a un puesto de comida que tenía mi madrina en el mercado de la cuidad,mi mamá se despidió de mí y se fue mientras que yo estaba esperando que mi madrina terminara de trabajar para irnos a su casa!
It all started when I was 8 years old, I had finished school and my mom and my godmother had planned for me to spend the vacations at their house, my mom prepared my things and took me to a food stall that my godmother had in the city market, my mom said goodbye to me and left while I was waiting for my godmother to finish working so we could go to her house.
esa noche mi padrino hizo la cena había preparado pasticho y me servio un gran plato era mucha comida y me dio pena decirle que era mucha,no se cómo pero me comí todo,mi primera noche fue normal me pare temprano y note que la hija de mi madrina estaba poniendo la bodega y me dijo que la ayudara lo hice y después de eso desayuné y me cepille los dientes ella me llamo para peinarme(mi pelo era muy largo y liso)en eso me dice tu pelo es bonito y le respondí que en toda mi familia las mujeres tenía el pelo así(ella tenía el cabello áspero y muy maltratado) al momento de peinarme vi que me había puesto gelatina para el cabello y le dije que no me echara mucho que eso dañaba el pelo no le dio importancia y siguió colocándome,estábamos ella y yo en la casa sola de la nada empezó a llover y llegaron sus amigas para bañarse en la lluvia yo me quedé Adentro viendo tv pase mucho rato sentada viendo cosas animadas me aburrí y me pegue de la reja para ver la lluvia y también para mojarme
cuando ella me ve me grita y me dice "!!NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! te vas a mojar,pero era lo que yo quería hacer y no quería decirle por pena,ella estaba afuera y yo adentro pero igual se metía la lluvia que por esa lluvia la bodega se lleno de agua,intente volverme a mojar y ella muy enojada entro y me estrujó el brazo gritando me decía "TE DIJE QUE NO TE MOJARAS¿ERES SORDA? sus amigas que vía lo molesta que estaba le decían"negra déjala déjala que se moje,no quise llorar pero mis ojos se pusieron llorosos,termino de llover y ella me mandó secar toda el agua que había entrado a la bodega mientras que ella se bañaba,lo
hice y esos momentos tome un goma de mascar y me la metí en la boca a escondidas,al salir del baño ella me quedo viendo con tanta rabia su cara estaba muy cambiada y yo me asuste y me dijo otro día no me vuelvas hacer esa gracia delante de las muchachas mientras lo decía movía su dedo índice en mi cara y luego me grito"VE A BAÑARTE NO QUIERO QUE VENGA MI MAMA Y TE VEA ASÍ Y ME REGAÑEN A MI POR TU CULPA!! me fui a bañar, me vestí y me llamo para volverme a peinar mientras me desenredaba el cabello me jala muy fuerte que incluso mi cabeza se iba para atrás,cayó la noche y llegaron mis padrinos de trabajar y ella salió con sus amigas
That night my godfather made dinner he had prepared pasticho and served me a big plate and it was a lot of food and I was sorry to tell him it was a lot, I don't know how but I ate it all, My first night was normal I got up early and I noticed that my godmother's daughter was putting the wine cellar and she told me to help her I did it and after that I had breakfast and brushed my teeth she called me to comb my hair (my hair was very long and straight) in that she told me your hair is beautiful and I answered her that in all my family my hair was very long and straight. I answered that in all my family the women had hair like that (she had rough and very damaged hair) at the moment of combing my hair I saw that she had put some hair gelatin on my hair and I told her not to put too much on my hair because it damaged my hair, she didn't care and continued to put it on me, she and I were alone in the house and out of nowhere it started to rain and her friends arrived to take a bath in the rain, I stayed inside watching tv and I spent a long time sitting and watching animated things, I got bored and I stuck to the fence to see the rain and also to get wet.
when she saw me she yelled at me and said "!!!NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! you are going to get wet, but it was what I wanted to do and I did not want to tell her because I was sorry, she was outside and I was inside but the rain was still coming in and because of the rain the cellar was full of water, I tried to get wet again and she was very angry and came in and squeezed my arm yelling at me saying "I TOLD YOU NOT TO GET WET, ARE YOU SOREDA? Her friends, who knew how upset she was, told her "black, let her get wet, let her get wet, I didn't want to cry but my eyes became watery, it finished raining and she told me to dry all the water that had entered the cellar while she was taking a bath, I did it and at that moment I took a rubber band to dry the water that had entered the cellar.
I did it and at that moment I took a piece of gum and put it in my mouth on the sly, when I got out of the bathroom she looked at me with so much rage her face was very different and I got scared and she told me another day don't do that again in front of the girls while she was saying it she moved her index finger on my face and then she shouted "GO TO THE BATH I DON'T WANT MY MOM TO COME AND SEE YOU LIKE THAT AND I WILL BE PUNISHED FOR YOUR GUILT! I went to take a bath, I got dressed and she called me to comb my hair while she untangled my hair and pulled me so hard that even my head went backwards, night fell and my godparents came home from work and she went out with her friends.
mi padrino me preguntó ¿cómo te portaste? secamente le respondí que bien me preguntó si tenía hambre y le dije que si esa noche mi madrina hizo la cena me quedé hasta tarde viendo BEN 10, mis padrinos tenían 3 hijos,la hembra que le decían la negra, el mayor que no recuerdo su nombre y Víctor que era el último de sus hijos. Mi madrina Marisol y mi padrino Manuel me consentía mucho,recuerdo que cuando llegaban de trabajar siempre me traían cosas,ropa,juguetes ,zapatos de marca ellos me consentía en todo hasta lo que quería comer,todo me gustaba ¿a qué niño no le
gusta que le regale cosas? yo estaba gustosa pero jamás pensé que todo ese cariño que me daban mis padrinos iba a tener consecuencias
My godfather asked me how did you behave? I answered dryly that I was fine, he asked me if I was hungry and I said yes, that night my godmother made dinner, I stayed up late watching BEN 10, my godparents had 3 children, the female they called the black one, the oldest I don't remember his name and Victor was the last of their children. My godmother Marisol and my godfather Manuel spoiled me a lot, I remember that when they came home from work they always brought me things, clothes, toys, brand name shoes, they spoiled me in everything, even what I wanted to eat, I liked everything, what child doesn't like to be given things?
I was happy but I never thought that all that love that my godparents gave me would have consequences
su hija muy celosa por el trato que me daban mis padrinos las tomo para hacer cosas muy malas hacia a mi,en la casa de mi madrina festejaron un cumpleaños el primer año de la primera nieta de mi madrina mientras que todos estaba decorando yo jugaba con la bebé,en mis manos yo tenía un juguete que era parte de la decoración la bebé lo quería me lo quito de las manos y corrió yo salí a perseguirla para quitárselo yo forceje , intenté despegar los dedos del juguete cuando logré quitárselo ello se echó en el piso y empezó a llorar la hija de mi madrina llegó cuando la holló y dijo que yo la había pellizcado le dije que era mentira que intente quitarle el juguete no dejo que yo le explicará elle muy molesta me pellizco y me dijo que
no lo volviera hacer me empujo cargo a la niña y se la llevó,yo quedé sin hablar por un pequeño momento suspiré y seguí como si nada,la fiesta fue divertida ,pude comer muchos dulces en un momento olvide lo sucedido
Her daughter was very jealous of the way my godparents treated me and took them to do very bad things to me, in my godmother's house they celebrated the first birthday of my godmother's first granddaughter while everyone was decorating I was playing with the baby, in my hands I had a toy that was part of the decoration the baby wanted it she took it out of my hands and ran I went out to chase her to take it away I struggled, I tried to peel my fingers off the toy when I managed to get it off her she laid down on the floor and started crying my godmother's daughter arrived when she felt it and said I had pinched her I told her it was a lie I tried to take the toy from her she wouldn't let me explain she was very upset she pinched me and told me not to do it again she pushed me and told me not to do it again she told me not to do it again she told me not to do it she told me not to do it again she told me not to do it again she told me not to do it again she pushed me not to do it again
I was left speechless for a small moment, I sighed and continued as if nothing had happened, the party was fun, I was able to eat a lot of candy and in a moment I forgot what had happened.
ese mes que pase en casa de mi madrina fue tortuoso,gritos ,golpes,y malos tratos, recuerdo una vez que ella quería que yo me bañara y le dije que no me iba a bañar todavía no sé por qué se molestó tanto que me metió en el baño y me quito la ropa yo me puse a llorar por la manera en como lo hizo ella tomo mi cabeza y la metió varias veces en la bañera dónde se cargaba en el agua,una y otra vez no pude respirar y ella dejo de hacerlo me llevo al cuarto y en mi pecho sentía mucha presión,quería llorar y no podía literalmente estaba petrificada,no podía respirar ni llorar ella se asusto mucho y me estrujaba y me decía " que tienes",yo no podía moverme me paralice nada de mi cuerpo podía moverse,cuando pude volver en si rompí en llanto pero yo me hiperventilaba ella quería que yo tomara agua pero no podía,ella me tenía en el rincón del cuarto desnuda una y otra vez me decía "toma agua" , no recuerdo muy bien como me calme, pero eso tuvo un daño colateral actualmente cuando lloro mucho o llevo rato llorando se me tranca el pecho y es como si no pudieras respirar sin ayuda,es una sensación muy horrible
that month that i spent at my godmother's house was torturous, screaming, hitting, and mistreatment, I remember once she wanted me to take a bath and I told her that I was not going to take a bath, I don't know why she got so upset that she put me in the bathroom and took off my clothes, I started to cry because of the way she did it, she took my head and put it several times in the bathtub where it was loaded in the water, again and again I could not breathe and she stopped doing it, she took me to the bedroom and in my chest I felt a lot of pressure, I wanted to cry and I literally could not, I was petrified, I could not breathe or cry, she was very scared and she squeezed me and told me "what do you have", I could not move, I was paralyzed, nothing in my body could move, when I could come to my senses I broke into tears but I was hyperventilating, she wanted me to drink water but I could not, she had me in the corner of the room naked and again and again she told me "drink water", I do not remember very well how I calmed down, I do not remember very well how I calmed down. I don't remember very well how I calmed down, but that had a collateral damage nowadays when I cry a lot or I have been crying for a while my chest gets stuck and it's as if you can't breathe without help, it's a very horrible sensation.
y eso no fue lo único,intento asfixiarme junto con su hermano, para ella era divertido,nos metió en un nevera que no funcionaba y nos dejó horas encerrado...ella me daño el cabello a propósito,mi cebello paso años maltratado me lo cortaban una y otra vez,pero fue mejorando usando productos naturales,cuando volví a mi casa y desempaque note que me faltaban varias cosas,cholas,pantalones cortos, camisas, zapatos , shampoo, y juguetes de recuerdos que me los había regalado mi padrino.. se que ella me los saco, lo que les cuento es real,estos maltratos tuvieron daños en mi,tengo problema debido a su maltrato cuando ella me gritaba,pegaba o estrujaba jamás me defendí por miedo a su reacción y recuerden que solo tenía 8 años... es la primera vez que comparto esta historia con alguien mas y debo decir que se siente un enorme paso menos, gracias por leer y esto es todo por ahora
and that wasn't the only thing, she tried to suffocate me and her brother, for her it was fun, she put us in a refrigerator that didn't work and left us locked up for hours... she damaged my hair on purpose. She purposely damaged my hair, my hair was mistreated for years, they cut it over and over again, but it got better using natural products, when I returned home and unpacked I noticed that I was missing several things, cholas, shorts, shirts, shoes, shampoo, and souvenir toys that my godfather had given me... I know that she took them from me. I know that she took them from me, what I am telling you is real, this mistreatment damaged me, I have a problem because when she yelled at me, hit me or squeezed me I never defended myself for fear of her reaction and remember I was only 8 years old... it is the first time I share this story with someone else and I must say that it feels like a huge step less, thanks for reading and that is all for now.
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