Princess was a new student who just came in during the second term of our S. S 2 academic year and somehow we get talking, she was so free, jovial, very friendly, intelligent, super smart and a creative artist, we would often walk home together talk about a lot of things
Didn't knew how to break the ice and so I would rather pen down my emotions in a two page shit of paper, more and more of this overwhelming thoughts in my head of what to do, then on Valentine's eve went to a gift shop got a card with flowers and a love note on it, got a wrapping shit all over it, I was feeling so excited about it already.
Then on Vals day, I perfectly planned to gift her the card on our way back home, after school I waited for her to finish up with her arts works then we headed home, somehow in between talks I didn't know how to get the gifts from my bag to her, so I decided when I'm dropping her off, I would just give to her then walk off as fast as I can.
Then the unexpected happened, while I was about to remove the gifts we saw her uncle, she quickly then just rushed to him and wave me bye, wow, just like that my plans were shattered and I really wanted her to get it today, it was like after that day it won't make sense anymore, off course it won't.... I was so confused didn't know what to do, kept looking back as I walked there were already lost in sight,
I felt so bad about it, of course it's useless now, for her not to get the card that day, just kept walking with my head bowed to the ground felt frustrated, dissapointed, angry, stupid ah,... Then I stopped at a bush track brought the wrapped gift unwrapped it shred it into pieces and walk off, just went home angry that.
Then weeks later a rumor got to me that this same guy did something to her after school they went to his place and I knew this for a fact during one of our test in school when she was seated beside me dozing off on several instance I was shocked who sleeps on a test hall? I presumed then it was true of course princess was very pretty, fair and attractive, one day I had a fight with the student warning me to stay away from her I hated it, I just knew what's mine will be mine
Till we left school I never talked to her about it, never told her what happened, that day, I really don't know why but just lost it after that day, cause I felt it was totally unnecessary.
We still cool friends til after our final exams and we parted ways, well I later regretted not giving her the card, would have done that probably the next day, just naive me then anyways... 😂
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