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I have a very serious problem, I am very good at procrastinating. The matter self don tire me, but I am gradually coming to learn that that’s just me. Being a procrastinator, you can already tell that I am a dying minute kind of person, and dying minute types like us do not have enough time for anything😀. We are always on a rush. But I am sha working on myself small small, I just pray God helps me😔.
This procrastinating thing have cost me a lot, and I will be shearing some of them with you today. Sorry it’s gradually sounding like I am changing the topic of discussion, but I am certainly not. For me, I don’t spend enough time on virtually everything. I don’t like stress, and procrastination is the tool I use to succeed in this stress free life of mine😄.
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Practically, most of my crucial decisions in life ended up half way or slowed down as a result of procrastination; and I am certainly not proud of that. The most recent one is my NYSC. As funny as it might sound, I didn’t spend enough time preparing myself for my NYSC camp. I practically got to get my things ready the night to my departure date. It’s funny right? But that’s just me for you. The poor “Me” couldn’t go to the market to get the needed items for camp till the day before my departure😔.
My school! Na just God help me graduate. As a philosophy student in a private university (Dominican University Ibadan), I definitely had lots of paper to write. But then, the stress free attitude in me will not allow God to use me. I will continue doing things that do not really matter till a night before my submission. You can imagine how a 15 paged term paper written a night before submission will look like😏. But we still rugged am sha, and we graduated well by the grace of God.
My Parents and Siblings are practically tired of me, they no longer pressure me to do anything. Yes I know, my wahala too much, but I am changing small small. Even myself can testify. If it were to be the “Me” I use to know, this post would have been missed😄. The lord is certainly doing a new thing in my life. Even my hive account account can testify. Speaking of my hive account, my account was open on the 16th of March 2022; and from then till date, I have taken at least 3 long breaks. Yes! Three long breaks. Non of these breaks were less that two months and some weeks. Once that spirit enters me, I will keep telling myself that I will do it till... But then, it seems like I am gradually getting over this “I will do it” problem, at list for straight three months now I have only taken two weeks general break🙄. God abeg😞!