This story just the scream my name anyhow and I don't mind responding to it.
Na the story of my life i wan follow una talk snd write. Me normally, i be lover girl but omor..... Love d had to find ooooo...
Franklin was one of the fewest fine guy that i knew, i behold the sight of beautiful till i was speechless.
Franklin is my church member, and he is also a teenager just like me. We grew up in the same children department and Franklin was from a rich home.
I fell in love with him since we were small and I don't always have the opportunity to say hi to him.
Even though we are in the same Choir and everything, i just couldn't talk to him.
Everytime I want to talk to him, my mind with be telling me you're not his spec,he will snub you 😁
As a child then, i wanted to feel among with my other teenagers. But growing up to be an adult, i discovered that I was still in love with him...
I became very shy anytime i was around him. I stop singing in church because i didn't want him to see how my upper lips will move, i stopped doing a lot of things because i didn't want to make mistake in front of him... infact most of the times, i stopped dancing because i felt he was watching me...🤣
Time files and his parents relocated and this made them to change from our church to the headquarters.
And at the headquarters, the fine girls were full there no be childs play. Girls are fine over there, and as a fine guy you will be a flirt na, because s lot of people will want to be around you especially if you have vibes.
Anytime we have program at headquarter, i wouldn't love to repeat clothes that he has seen me with before, i will always look for new clothes to wear anyhow and anyway so that he will notice me....
I was so obsessed with this guy that all my siblings and my friends knew.
Most times, my eyes will mistakenly jam with Franklin eyes and we will be starring at each other without knowing. Throughout service on the headquarters, i will only be focusing on him not my preacher.
After church, a lot of girls will surround him... But yet he didn't even read my body language 😣.
One day, he was sitting close to me in church, and i knew that I am finished, he was sitting in the middle of two girls and he was busy discussing with the other person.... And i said, ""i wish this guy can talk to me" i didn't know that i said that loud, cos i thought it was in my mind.
Then, he said helllo...in a confused state, i was blushing to reply him.
When i reached home i told my siblings and friends the goodnews. I was super excited the whole of the week. Chaiiiiiiiiii 😂.... Then booom and saw him in people you may know on my Facebook page,, people of God, i quickly added him because why not.
Infact, i entered his DM myself even before he accepted my friend request.
Then when he accepted, i thought i have found myself love. We started chatting like we have known each other for ages, it wasn't an easy period for me, because we will be on phone calls for 2 to 3 hours.
He can't stay a day without talking or chatting with me. Anytime we had programmes at headquarter, he usually hug me before we depart.
It was the best period of my life, i even fell deeply in love with him than ever. I even started imagining us getting married.😁
Then one day, i told him i was in love with him, i told him about how i was obsessed with him, and i knew i wasn't infatuated to him.
I always long to see him and everything, i even started been familiar with his siblings. He is a graduate, while i am still in university, so i was thinking we will walk out.
I started visiting him and spending more times with him. All this while he has never told me i love you before i was always the person beating my chest to do it.
Then, I don't know what came over me, i had to ask him.... Do you love me, are you in anywhere in love with me ohhhhhh!!!!! I got a reply NO, I AM NOT IN LOVE WITH YOU
I went home and i shed premium tears that day... And went days without chatting him up first, he was always chatting me up and i will just answer him plain without excitement.
Even when I felt that heartbreak, i wad still in love with him, but i didn't want him to know. He noticed i have avoided him for 5 months and it was weird.
So, he came to my DM and asked me some questions. i answered.
Then, he asked me one question and i replied, when i was in love with you, you didn't pay attention to me and you weren't in love with me either, then he said, so what happened to the love now... I told him, i killed it. Baba wasn't happy ** he said, I'm madly in love with you and I miss you** laugh bin wan kill me die 😂.... And that was how i left him hanging to laugh.
Eyahhhhhh, poor boy, i just couldn't control my laugh because its actually funny. Writing this made me remember a lot of things i did for My crushes.
He was my first love and first crush, and he is still the one, the love haven't fully been Died
