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One of the things that I always remember is how that God has help me during my adolescent stage in life, how that I was choked up with some certain pressurizing friends and colleagues like that.
My worst experience during a particular season while in secondary, iwas surrended by alot of friends who have girlfriends that the mingle and interact with, and I also want to be in the same class with them, I was just desperate to have a girlfriend, to do what ??? I DON'T KNOW 🙎🙎, but I was just desperate.
So there was this particular lady, who happens to be a newly admitted students in our school, we were not that too close, from the beginning of her resumption in the school, but as times goes, we became friends, my school friend was the one who introduced me to her because, he was dating the lady friend 😊😊.
And I was his close friend as of then in school, so there was this affection I have in my heart towards as we see each other every day, but the courage to stand and tell her my mind was not there, but deep within me I love, and wants to be with her 🤭🤭.And a time came i gathered the courage and I gathered some momentum to make known my intentions towards her, but i still can't feel my self 😂.
So I decided to venture into letter writing, which was actually the order of the day, in secondary school as of then, I was expressing and giving her some vibes on a piece of paper, but doesn't have enough courage to stand and propose to her 😁😁.
But in the process of that something very tragedy happened, guess what...
After composing myself on that piece of paper, send my school friend with it to her 🤭, and what I can never forget in my entire life was that the letter fell down, from her back 😁😁, and somehow, someone found it and took it to our mathematics Teacher 🙆🙆🙆.
The journey of love became a lamentations for me, because i was the prayer secretary in the fellowship as of then, and the maths teacher happens to be our patron 😁😁😁.
For that whole and almost through out the whole week in school I was quite, crying and weeping within me, nobody could understand except for those that have knowledge of what happened....
Hoping that our patron would not exposed it, the lover boy don turn to intercessor, and to the glory of God I wasn't called out on the school assembly to be flogged or given a certain punishment, but deep within me I was ashamed of my self, to stand before my colleagues and our maths teacher.
But the relationship was not cut short ooo 😊😊, I had to continue going for what my heart desires, and that's how we roll secretly for some good years like that.
But something strange happen to me, that made me to separate with the lady.....
After my secondary I got my first admission into the tertiary institution an in the process of that, I had a transformational encounter I gave my life to Christ and what I actually loved from the beginning was becoming a burden to me, I opened it up to men of higher Grace's around me and light enters me. And it's results into our Breakup 😁😁.
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