Hello to you all, it's a good afternoon from this part of the world, I hope you are having a good day today?.
We know there are sometimes in life where we just feel as if the world has turned against us, you know this feeling of resentment that comes in after trying to do something and not actually succeeding in it , well that part always quickly creeps in whenever one feels down when stuff happens.
Sometimes last year I and my boyfriend broke up, we have been in a relationship for about two years and last year march we broke up, I actually broke up with him due to the fact that he was cheating and when I found out about it, he wasn't remorseful about it, he actually said he was only passing time with this other girls and I was the one he loved, I felt so heartbroken because I was i thought I could really rely on him , but I was so wrong, last year I felt like giving everything up and just being indoor because I really loved this guy and he was more like everything for me.
I felt so sad, I wish sometimes that I should not continue leaving , I was going down every day, I lost weight, I couldn't attend my class as often as I did, I had people asking me questions about what happened to me because I was looking so skinny and maciated, at the point at which I thought all was gone for me, I slowly realised that if anything happened to me, I would have myself to blame , at that moment my sister came to visit me for a while , she was supposed to stay for two weeks but she ended up staying for a month , after seeing the state I was in, she was the one who slowly talked me out of everything that was going on with him, I came to realise that if that , she hadn't come then I would have been eaten up by hurt.
Since the last year , my sister has always motivated me to be myself to do stuff I wanted to do , to make sure I did any good things I had in mind to do , even at one point of my business I had a slow in a way , but when I talked to her about it , she advised him on things I needed to do and put in place and I was able to overcome that part of my life.
Since then I have always confided in her for alot more things and she never dissapoints in dishing out whatever she knows can help me , she helps me get through literally anything and I know she herself has her own issues but how she always helps me out is what I am puzzled about , I am really happy I have her as my sister because I don't know what I would do without her in my life, it's asir I never knew her worth until last year when I felt everything was rumbling down.
I am grateful I have someone like that and it's like she was specially made for me and I really do like that I am her sister , I am blessed to have her.
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