Growing up with my family was not easy and smooth , so as the only female child my parents wanted a better life for me They wanted me to have everything I could possibly have education ,a home ,and a family A relation came home and wanted someone that would stay with them .
Then I became the right person for them I was 8 years old, a little child that wants to go to city , go to school and become someone great . I waited waited patiently for the day to come , I was restless so many thought kept going on in my mind . Thought like How was I going to cope ? Will I loved ? Will I be taken care of? All these thought kept ringing in my head In the mist of all these thoughts I was excited I started schooling , seeing different faces different people with different culture and lifestyle It’s was hard at first but later I had to adapt I had to force myself to be a good girl A baby girl that’s always ready to do everything to please the people I was living with I still remember anything I do something wrong they will always threaten me saying that they will take me home Anything I hear such words I force myself to behave and be an obedient child I pressured myself in my academics to be the best because they are paying my tuition I made sure I was among the best in whatsoever I do In church I was the best among my peers, in school same thing My parents would call and the constant thing they kept on saying was , be a good child always remember the daughter of whom you are , Do whatever they ask you to do The pressure was present The constant reminder Made me to stop living for myself I started living for people.
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