Maybe If I was a little like you, I bet I wouldn't be tagged as “ too difficult to be with”😅
Well, it's the new word that comes in for me.

Your story quite Intruige me but I would always say to people m too transparent sometimes for my liking and it's the very reason I can't accept otherwise from anyone else especially a partner who at 80% of the time comes clean with.,in essence, I can’t overlook a lieing partner because I don’t see reasons why you would tell an harsh lie. I build your trust in me by being transparent and leave it to you in deciding if to still work with me or not.. and so if a friend can’t reciprocate that too,, I don’t see any reason to keep up with you.