Helo hiver 
WHAT ARE THE REASON WHY I STRUGGLE SO MUCH
Senior high school (SHS) grade 12, we all can't denny the pressure of a (SHS) student, although I can handle the pressure and difficulties, but I'm not just a student I'm also a worker.
I work at my sister's vulcanizing and moto shop, although my father is the on in charge but the thing is my father is already a senior citizen, and I don't want to see my father work that much at his old age, that's why I took the responsibilities.
In the morning I'm a student and in the afternoon to night and sometimes up to early in the morning I'm in charge of everything.
I vulcanize a lot and a different kinds of tire, from motorcycle, cars, jeep, and big trucks.
I also do repairs bike and motorcycle only, sometimes my patience is really tested because there's a lot.of customer that are so rude which is need to deal.
Imagine from school I Want to rest and relax but it's different from what I get I need to drink coffee so that I'm awake at night because there's a lot of customers during night.
While I'm waiting for a customer I am also studying doing the activities in school, sometimes I fall asleep in the shop and the customer awakes me they said: sir would you still vulcanize this, I say yeah I can see there so relieved because onces I started vulcanizeng I also ask them few questions to intertain them.
They started saying the reasons or what happened why there tire is flat
And I'm happy hearing there words that there sp happy because there's still a vulcanizing so that they can reach there destination.
As a student the I need to wake up early and at night I work and sometimes I stay up all night because when I'm about to sleep customer arrive and then few moments later another one so I cant sleep.
Imagine no sleep so tired of work and then going to school, the results is I fall asleep at school
and I hate it when I fall asleep my mind is just awake and I can feel that but my eyes are closed and when I fall asleep my classmate's make fun of me😭
But it's okay I dont think badly of them because they were my friend and i don't take things seriously😊
WHAT MOTIVATES YOU TO STILL GO ON
Firstly my family specialy my parents I want to help them for there hard work and the sacrifices they have done for us.
Second my friends I have only a few but those few are true sometimes when I'm so drained they were always there for me to motivate me and to make me laugh when I'm sad they motivate me to move on from what you have failed and start fixing it, also they said a word that I could never forget: "Let your weakness be your strength" That word fierce through my heart and I thank them for being there when I have no one else to share my problem with.
Sometimes i think of giving up school and pursue working. But I put in my mind that if I cant handle this pressure how am I gonna grow as a man and how will I face the much bigger problem than this if I only yield in the time I could fight.
I know this gonna be a hard but just keep on fighting how will you grow if you won't fight
I believe in a saying that
"Don't be afraid to try be afraid not to"
See you again next blog hiver😊