Well, it has been a month since you heard from me. I am digesting everything that is happening in my life right now and that is nothing and a life changing things. I’m going to talk a little bit about it. My last post was different because it was about me being pregnant I actually posted like a week After I have found out and it has been a month since that moment maybe more I am today almost 10 weeks so I am in third month of pregnancy. It is such an early stage But yes, I am living with a thought every day for the past 40 days so yeah, I think I digested it right about now.
Of course, in my country, it’s still very bad every day. Students are still not going to the universities all over the city are walking just everything is not functional for you to get fron one part of the town to other not to talk about university and what will happen with this year And you know I quit my job to finish my university and now universities dont work so it was a quiet thing to digest also because once again I make a decision and my life is on a pause and I can’t do anything about it and finding out I’m pregnant With my life on pause is not easy to swallow and people think everything is going to be OK but it is not easy to swallow and I’m still not swallowing. What’s going to happen to me if everything goes right with this pregnancy and I still didn’t finish everything that I wanted to finish what will happen with me It’s a lot definitely but I really do believe that everything will be OK. I will be OK. I will. I will do big things for me now this is my big thing and I need to be able to absorb it in the best possible way and that’s what I am doing right now. I am feeling happy That I will be a mom even though that’s a whole other anxiety readiness to be a mom, but I do think that when baby comes, you just do it you don’t you just do it so yeah that’s a little bit of my brain on the paper.
my symptoms
fatigue - one of the earliest symptoms tiredness Brearly I was sleep during the day. I was sleep if I didn’t sleep for 48 hours or I was waking up every morning for the past week at 5 AM and I was really productive physically and mentally all day so for me to clean a house and needing to go for a three hours nap after that is something that doesn’t quiet up with me
sickness - yes it is called morning sickness but my nausea comes after 5 PM. It was not bad at the beginning. I was able to eat, but after that I couldn’t eat anything and I even got vomiting for a few times and actually did feel good because the nausea goes away.
sore breasts
actually pro acne face
my down belly hurts - it’s not dumb. I don’t know I googled it. It’s some ligaments because of my EOS is shrinking and my muscles are hurting. My ligaments in the area is hurting and what else just hurting and it’s not a joyful thing because you think that something is wrong but it’s not wrong. Everything is OK.
Next week we are going to the doctors for an ultrasound to see if everything is OK with the baby and then we’re going to talk about pregnancy test and everything about these tests and if everything is OK ,finger crossed, we are going to find out the gender
Us on his aunty’s birthday
I was doing some tournament, it was exhausting
