I just want to write a love letter as I remember how was I wrote before. I think I only wrote 5 love letters for myself but too many to those who asked me to write for them. It's not easy though in writing a letter I didn't feel anything. What if I'll just write you one and shows you my writing in terms of a love letter.
Hello there ____,
I am so sorry for writing you a letter instead of telling you personally how I feel. I was planning to approach you when I saw you walking alone. I thought that it was my opportunity to confess. I was thinking that maybe that's the chance I am waiting to let you hear the beat of my heart. The beat of it when I was with you is so different that I thought it was going to explode. It's really hard for me to see you in the eyes and say these words I want to tell. My love for you is true and that is why I can't face you personally. So just bear with me and let my feelings will reach you through this letter.
I don't understand when I'm with you. I want to be near you, talk to you and enjoy time with you. I feel like an idiot when you're around me because all of those I wanted to happen isn't happening. Sometimes I ask myself, why there is rain even in beautiful weather. Why fish can't feel cold under the water. All of these in mind is just making me like a stupid. So many questions I can't answer because I want to find that answer with you.
You are pretty of course but that's not what I like to you. Did you know that every time you looked at me I felt I am in heaven? From the time you smiled to me I thought I was going to melt all of a sudden. I want my body to melt and combined with you so all of the time we can be together. If that will happen, my world for sure will always be beautiful, like you.
I have always loved you and always been. I may not deserve you but believe me. I'll do anything to make sure you will be happy and you will not cry. I have nothing to offer to you maybe. From my looks, my status and my personality. But one thing is I can assure you of. I will never stop loving you and let you feel that you're being loved every day.
If you will just let me draw a smile in your face. I will not just draw to make you happy but I will show you that that the world will be yours. I don't know much about sugar-coating words but I'm telling you. I don't need that because I will make you feel every day sweeter.
Remember that I'm not forcing you to fall in love with me but try to think if you love me too. I won't be mad if how are you feeling towards me. If you don't love me it's fine. I might cry because it's not me who you love but I will still and give you courage instead. Seeing you happy will make me happy as well. Not in me maybe but I will support you and continue on loving you until the time will come you will love me too.
I'm not in a hurry so take your time.
