Hello, I just joined here, I like your post. Although this post may be old, but I just saw it. I like thoughts like that,I myself feel I am in a toxic circle of friends, but I can't stay away from them because I want to be friends with many people, and they are my friends for a long time..I don't want to be picky, I think I can do it. But sometimes it often hurts me too. But because I feel normal, and I understand them, in the end, I stay in this friendship. I love them, and I understand one thing Can not someone be like what I want, it can't be.So I accept whatever I have, I just keep trying to think positive.