A luxury hotel that contains more than twenty floors in the middle of this city, I never even imagined at all, that one day I would enter its lobby. But look at me now. Walk leisurely out of one of the VVIP rooms on the seventeenth floor, whose main window faces the sunset. But my head did not stop thinking, smiling, the sensation that I had been waiting for all my life to finally come. At the age of 31 years next month, is the biggest achievement when I am able to change the axis of my own world. I myself am actually not sure if what I have done has been the most correct and right choice, or maybe the opposite is true. This story also began a few days ago, precisely in the first week of early April.
I am a free man, who wears the hijab as an obligation of the religion I profess, of course besides worshiping, and praying. I also believe that, there is a substance that is more powerful than the whole world, and which created civilization as it is now. In other words, "I believe in God." But I am a free human being. I don't want to be bound by anything, including my own thoughts or feelings, which ultimately makes me live unhappy.
I believe myself beautiful, with small eyes that are not slanted, round face tanned skin, long hair thin straight, and a rather plump body. Physical beauty has been widely measured by humans from their respective perspectives. Even not long ago, precisely yesterday, I even heard the term "prettiest breasts". But I am a free man, I will not be bound by any term. Including the size of the breast. My belief in myself has outperformed the majority. And I'm free of that.
My job is a part-time employee in one of the famous fast food restaurants , standing for about eight hours without a break every day. After that, he sat on a motorcycle for four hours as an online motorcycle taxi. Quite balanced in my opinion. Consequently, every day I go home tired, but I am satisfied, at least one long day has passed without thinking hard like another job or like being a student. As a poor person I should not complain, as well as not being sick. There is nothing special about my work, serving humans everyday, sometimes it is fun, but more is troublesome.
On a sunny Monday by the drizzle, I hurriedly left for my workplace. Even though I leave in the morning hours, I'm sure there will be a lot of people waiting in line to buy something. Late one minute a few seconds is normal, but I do not like something that is delayed , especially if myself to do it. I immediately filled the cashier in my name on the third line , when a masked man tried to choose his food menu. He ordered several menus that humans don't normally eat at breakfast. I don't care, after I totaled everything, he paid with a debit card.
While waiting for a successful transaction, the man opened his mask slowly, I who was busy bringing a strange breakfast was certainly not aware of it. When everything was finished, and the man should have left with the order and receipt, he did not move. He silently looked at me while holding the tray. I looked back at him, maybe he still has some additional desire, or, he just wanted to look at me. I don't know, I don't really know either.
But clearly, I felt his gaze deep into my eyes, who knows what he found there. Ten seconds, no, more than that. To the point where I just stared back at my face, nose, lips, all handsome, smiling as he explored my eyeballs silently, then he left. I consider it not strange, it's just that I feel his face is familiar. Even though it's just my feeling.
In the afternoon, after I had stood for eight hours serving starving humans, I would sit on my motorcycle and look for orders. Luckily when I was in the parking lot of this fast food restaurant there were food orders coming in, the distance was not so far. I re-entered as a customer , bought some food, then drove her without changing my uniform. Responsibility.
I had to go into an apartment to deliver my meal, a few extra minutes to stand up again. With unsteady steps I went into the apartment with the direction of security in the lobby, complaining would only worsen the atmosphere ― I thought to myself. Arriving at the destination room I rang the bell, then someone came out. I didn't intend to look at his face because he was so tall, but he also seemed to be waiting for me to raise my head, because for some reason we were both silent. Almost reluctantly I finally looked at him, and intend to say the total order and delivery fee, but my mouth just opened without a word. The face that I saw was the face of the man I served this morning, a handsome face without blemishes, at that moment I realized who this man was. A few seconds passed with us staring at each other, but this time he no longer tried to explore my eyeballs, then he broke the silence by asking all the orders completely. I stammered, of course.
He handed over the money taken from his wallet ― I glimpsed there was only a red sheet with the largest nominal currency of this country, then gave me two sheets. "Ah. This is too much, and I don't have change yet. " Again I stuttered, fortunately he understood because he answered "It's okay, the rest can you come here tomorrow with the same order at the same time? Then I need you to take me somewhere, I will pay according to the application, and of course I will give more bonuses. " He smiled sweetly, I will not refuse, isn't it the same as I usually deliver other consumers ? I agreed for a moment, before stepping back to the parking lot.
I didn't stop to think about what would happen tomorrow, and the next day I kept thinking. Until that afternoon I actually came to his apartment ― a famous rock climbing athlete named Lee. A handsome face who welcomed me back, he did not take orders and we immediately headed for the destination. Rooftop of a hotel. I asked why we had come here, he only answered to reflect and rest from the hustle and bustle. But what we found was a crowd, so I offered to take him to a high place where no one else would come. Building a mall that is being built.
There we just sat quietly on the couch that somehow feels comfortable, I know this place because several times I come here alone to drink. Lee ate the food he ordered from the restaurant where I work, while I pulled away to smoke. Just a few puffs of cigarettes are gone, damn ― I thought. I regret not bringing alcohol when I knew I would visit this place again. Suddenly Lee approached me, both looking at the city while sitting with legs hanging. I offered a cigarette, he accepted. I lit a match for him, and he said confused "just smoked, right?" ah he is not a smoker. I laughed loudly while teaching him how to smoke for beginners. And the cigarette smoke is interlocking in our place.
I drove him back after a few hours we spent in silence, but I don't know, that was more than enough words. I stopped in front of his apartment, this time I wouldn't drive him to my room, and it seemed like he understood. He got off my bike, and without further ado asked me to take time off because tomorrow he needed me. I asked where else to go, and he whispered " having sex wif you ". I froze to look at him, from his eyes I knew that he really was, and I did not intend to refuse him even if not paid. Lee just smiled, then gave me a few red pages for my service today, "Come morning, I will wait for you at the cafe, no need to bring a motorcycle". That night I could not sleep at all.
The next day I really took time off, but still dressed as if I was going to work because I was confused about what to wear. public transportation took me to the cafe where Lee said he would wait, and we had breakfast together there. not many words came out between us, mainly because I was nervous and I was grateful that Lee didn't laugh at him. he said he would spend time with me, buy whatever I wanted, before going somewhere we went to the mallbiggest and shop for whatever I want, watch movies in the cinema, play games like a pair of lovers, and rarely does anyone realize that the man who is with me is a famous athlete .
Then I remembered that there was a book I wanted, so we entered the bookstore. Unknowingly I filled two shopping bags with books that I had long wanted to read, and he met a shop employee who happened to be a fan. This is a chance. A few minutes I went around looking for the book, and found it. I skim through until a face right in front of my face "ah you think to study like that huh?" a voice startled me. I was sure my face was bright red, and I immediately dragged it to the cashier, leaving a book titled " Types of Sex Styles for Beginners " to the shelf again.
Lee didn't stop laughing until I felt so ashamed, like I wanted to die. After that we buy ice cream, lunch, and go somewhere with a car full of shopping bags. It turns out that Lee took me to the biggest and most luxurious hotel in the city, makes me free to choose the room I want. Then, here we are, the seventeenth floor with a window facing the sunset at sunny afternoon hours. I sat on the softest sofa I had sat in my entire life, with the sun flooding the entire room, warm. Lee approached me with expensive wine in his hand, he knew I would like it. We spent the evening dusk in solitude, and when the sun was really setting I knew that Lee meant to tease me in the bookstore and laugh at me all day for human things like this. Because somehow I also know, to unite each other's bodies with each other tonight is a new thing for him.
I really slept soundly that night on a mattress that was made of nothing, and I was sure this mattress was full of sweat and also a man who hugged me - the result of last night's war. We are both still naked, and very comfortable. We play various styles without ever learning it, we even continue in the bath. "I have to go back to work," I told Lee in the bath up with warm water and scented soap that morning. "I know," Lee answered while embracing me and leaning his head, "soon, leave it like this for a little while longer." I nodded slowly while smiling.
Lee drove me to the restaurant, he didn't want to know where I lived. I put on my uniform, and left the shopping bags at the luggage storage, intending to go home by taxi later this afternoon. We separated without words, in silence I know everything. I knew Lee would not see me again, I knew my virginity and virginity disappeared last night, and we would return to our respective lives. What I don't know is, why me? The question filled my head again. After giving me an envelope filled with red sheets, he left with a smile, and I took it off with a wave of my hand.
When I got home, I enthusiastically opened one by one shopping bags. All in accordance with what I wanted yesterday, until I opened the plastic filled with books. There is one book that interests me, that book. I laughed, giggling I opened it and a paper fell. "Do it first, then study. If it is reversed, the sensation will disappear. " As I heard Lee say in my ear, I smiled and cried. Will the next sex adventure bring me to Lee again? Or to a new sensation? I don't know, I'll forget you Lee, maybe tomorrow maybe the day after tomorrow, and when that time comes, I will often open this book for the sensation that I will feel later.
Melancholy smokers and alcohol drinkers. His goal is to only become the king of Narnia or get 13 billion in cash by lying down
