Thank you for your feedback. Let me empathize a little on that part where you were rejected.

There's a rule that says

"Some will, some won't, so what- Someone's waiting"

Its part of life that you wouldn't get a yes all the time. It only gets bad if you think every No is because you're not competent. A No doesn't mean you're not good, it only means -this is not it.

What brings hurt and pain is what you think after every No