The thing I want to change in my life and make it go the way I want, is love, I know my response to what I want to change sound astonishing, but I have my reasons regarding that I will change love in my life.
The total years I can guess right, I think it's more than six years now, I have been so hurt in love.
Hurting so many times in love makes me to believed that, to be hurts in love is a normal thing but it's never normal for someone to hurts another, because hurt's involves pains in the heart, that's, when the hearts encountered something it doesn't like and in that manner, it would want a change of that situation.
At times I feels like giving up on love itself but no matter how hurtful I may be, after some months, I will still finds myself falling in love, I have fall in love so many times and I have been hurt a lot of times, I do not just like being hurt anymore, because hurt can stop me from being happy, I wish I have something I could do to stop loving, so that I prevent my heart from being used in a way that is not good to me.
Yet, I still knows that, love is natural and nobody can stop people from loving, infact, if somebody think that he is wise enough to take his mind away from love, the kind level of love the person is going to fall, will even be so bigger than if he has made up his mind to fall in love.
I have make an efforts to stop it from myself, yet, it is never an easy thing to depart from, because love is a part of our being, I came to understand that, love occupies almost many corners of my heart.