Unreal
My friend recently talked about her experience when she lost her mom. I can feel her pain because those who also lost a parent can relate. It even feels so unreal, and your emotions can swing in ways you haven't felt before.
I remember even seeing any of my parents in my sleep. It felt real that they're alive, but at the back of my head, I know they're already gone. There's a bit of happiness seeing them alive, but loneliness kicks in because the reality is they're not here anymore. You end up opening your eyes from sleep with tears.
No matter what your age already is, there will always be a missing piece in you with your parents' absence.
Thursday
Days has already passed. Seriously, time is moving fast-paced. It's becoming hotter due to the summer season. There are thunderstorms in other places but I hope not in our place. Just a rain will do.
Peaceful
Loving this peaceful place we visited in Buguias, where we also had our accommodation. They're gifted with such beauty and peace. Of course, there are downsides. Still, being in this place feels like being in paradise.
