Maya is the smallest word in this world, but behind this word lies a lot of love, many emotions, and many lives. In some cases, people do many things because of Maya, but this Maya destroys people. This Maya destroys a person's life. Maya does not come for everyone, but for the one for whom it comes, it seems that even if it is destroyed on earth, it seems less. My words may seem unusual to many, many may think that I am talking like a madman, but this is the truth. If Maya is born for someone, it will take you a long time to remove that Maya from them. Some people see that their whole life ends, but then they cannot forget the love they have for that person.
I have nothing, I have not been able to gather anything, I really have nothing in this world. I have not yet had the ability to become completely empty or have not had the time to fall in love with someone because of their love. I was close to everyone only for my own interests and maybe a little love and affection was born for love, but that too for a short time. After the time has passed, everyone has forgotten. I have not been able to make enough space in anyone's mind to remember me. Love is for those for whom there is love that is poured out of my heart, but I have no one who will pour out love on me. If I am not online one day, I will start searching like crazy. I do not have anyone like that and I have never been able to gather anything like that. I am only left in the midst of my own busyness, anxiety and everyone's selfishness.
Everything I have taken in this world as my own, has become one by one with time. All the people I have tried to keep close to me as my own, have become one with time, everyone has explained to them how much importance I had in their lives and how much I was by their side by hiding everything. Now we have to do everything based on emotions. We think about the future without thinking about the past, but in our lives, we forget about conscience with emotions, which ends our lives bit by bit. No matter how much you try to hold back everything with illusion, at the end of the day, everyone will leave you, they will forget you when their time is up. People close to you will move away silently, they will leave you silently, they will keep their distance from you without any reason, some people will try to find a reason from you so that later you cannot tell them anything.
And people from afar suddenly come and sit close to me - I forget, this coming is also temporary. You will see some people come suddenly in life. Behind this sudden coming, there are some reasons too, you know why, maybe he needs you for some work, so he suddenly came to you, then you will see that suddenly within a short time they disappear, they explain that their interests are over, they don't need you anymore. I can't hold people, in fact, people cannot be held in any bonds. I have not had the ability to hold anyone till now or I have not been able to hold anyone and people cannot be held in the bonds of Maya, but if someone does not want to be with you intentionally, then you can never hold him with you. I have never done such a dare. I have always tried to live like everyone else, I have tried to live with him exactly as he said.
People come into our lives, stay by our side for a while, then suddenly leave when the need is over. I said a little while ago that someone suddenly comes into your life, when their need is over, they will leave you. They came in pursuit of their need, when the need is over, they left you, in fact they had no affection for you, no love, it was just selfishness. But I don't understand these things. When someone suddenly comes into our lives, I think to myself, this is how everything has started, God willing, everything will continue as before. But does everything really go on as before, nothing, people change with time, the way people talk changes.
All the relationships in our lives are like floating with time - no one is forever, no one is forever. Like that floating moss, when the water is done or dirty, you will see moss appear in it, and when the water becomes clean, that moss easily leaves it. The world is so strange, the more I build my world with illusion, the more I try to build a world of illusion, the more it collapses like a wall of clay. In fact, if there is no bond of illusion from both sides in this world, it collapses easily and we cannot even understand it. We need the power to understand that, perhaps we do not have that power or we cannot achieve it. To be bound by the bond of illusion, love is needed from both sides, but we cannot take it or not. Maybe it is for a short time, but it can be good for a while, maybe we try to create that world, but that world easily merges with the end of our time in an instant.
In the end, we see everything disappearing into nothingness. Maybe this is how life teaches us, everything ends with nothingness. The more we see the path behind, the more darkness and it is not possible for us to survive in that darkness. Even after trying again and again, we cannot get stuck in our place and sometimes we think, "This is where it ends." Everything in the world is different. Sometimes we think, "This is the beginning and this is the end." So, this is where we have to understand the real meaning of life. Whatever you try to hold on to, it is lost in the end, silently, slowly, unknowingly. As soon as you try to hold on, everything disappears from life. Silently, silently, without your knowledge, everything goes away from life. You can hold on even after trying again and again. You have to fail even after trying again and again because we delay reaching our place. There is joy in everything in life, but the joy of my life seems to disappear. In a moment, I try to cling to the bonds of illusion and live a little more. But when my interests run out, my beloved people go away and explain that there is no such thing as illusion in the world.