I have written a success story, you didn't keep me, so I searched, I dreamed of turning around, you didn't come, so I'm stuck in the feeling of finding you every day, you didn't keep me, did you really love me or did you give me my grave? These words are actually something that I want to say to the people in my heart again and again, but they are not said. There are many who have tried and failed many times, and even when they say it, the pain in my heart increases even more. I have tried not once, but many times, because the words I want to say to him seem completely silent to me. I will say no more, and I will do nothing. I will just wait for the day when I can be good to him. There are also people who are constantly struggling a little bit in their efforts to be good to their loved ones.
It is not that every moment of life will be good, it is also not possible that every moment of life will be bad. Some or the other events definitely happen to our lives at every moment, but if we keep everything in mind, then we will never be able to move on. There is definitely joy in enjoying life by holding on to the time, but not everyone wants to share this joy with everyone. I wanted to be good with you, but you didn't let me be good. I wanted to be good with you, but you didn't want to be with me. Why don't I have the right to know? Of course, but you won't reveal it. I know very well why. Actually, I don't want to say it anymore. I love you so much. I don't want to say it anymore because everything has become more chaotic than before.
Winter season means the festival of eating beans. Different types of curries are available during winter. And among these curries, I don't think there will be very few people who don't eat beans. I myself like eating them a lot. So when I went to the market the day before yesterday, I bought 250 grams of beans for my home. The price of beans these days is very high. Since winter has not come yet, its price is being kept a little high. Actually, since I like eating them, I bought them without delay.
Since I like to eat, no matter the price, I must eat it. So I came home and cooked it yesterday. First, I cut the beans and washed them. Then I put them in water. If there are insects, they will come out. Then I cut onions, green chillies, and tomatoes to serve with the beans. I like it better when we use onions, chillies, or tomatoes in the beans. But then the curry tastes much better.
Then I took the fish to put in the curry. I washed and cleaned the fish, first rubbed it with turmeric salt and left it for a while. Then I put it in the oven and fried the fish with oil first. There is no need to fry the fish additionally, if the fish is lightly browned, it tastes quite good. Anyway, what I did next was take the masala and add onion, tomato, and green chili to the oil. When it was lightly browned, I added garlic paste and cumin seeds to it. Now I ground the spices well.
To enhance the taste of the curry, I finely chopped a piece of fish, put it in the curry, that is, in the spices, and then I grated it for a while. Remember one thing, the better the spices are grated, the more fun it will be to eat the curry. Then I first added the beans and potatoes. Actually, I like to eat beans and potatoes a lot, and after they were grated for a while, I added the beans.
This time I simmered the curry for half an hour. Because I think the more you simmer the curry, the better it tastes. I cooked it in small quantities, so if you like the curry, it is more fun to eat. When the curry was well simmered, I used hot water. Using hot water makes the curry more fun to eat. I covered it with enough water to boil it. After 15 minutes, I saw that my curry was done. Which looks much more tempting. I eat a lot of sauce, so I used sauce accordingly. You can use more or less if you want. Anyway, after that, I took the curry off the stove. To be honest, when I was eating rice with beans in the afternoon, I was having so much fun that it is impossible to explain.
I will apologize for everything, but you still come to me. There are some people who are not afraid to express their feelings to their loved ones even after bowing down. I will hug you again for everything, but you will stay with me. I will not forget you for everything, I will give up everything, but you still love me. Even after that, you come to me, I will give up everything, just you love me. To tell the truth, such a person is not found. If you find him, then you will think that your destiny is with you. And if you never find him, then I will say that your destiny has never been with you.
Time changes the way people talk but at the same time we have to accept everything we cannot enjoy our life properly even after accepting everything even after knowing everything we do not understand that we are actually fine there is no point in making another person cry or asking him to know if you are fine ask yourself how fine you are you will understand it easily people will only cheat you day by day make fun of you but at the end of the day you have to suffer your pain no other person will ever come forward to suffer your pain and anyway the person who keeps trying to keep himself good can enjoy at least a little peace at the end of the day.
You need to live for yourself. Once you leave this world, you can never come back. At least try to be good to yourself. To stay in this world, you have to fight constantly. You have to fight constantly. There will be no one to accompany you in this war. When you have money in your pocket, everyone will love you. When the money runs out, there will be no one to accompany you. I have tested this issue repeatedly. In fact, there is such a thing in Dhaka that if you have money, everyone comes forward to love you. Even those who don't know you look for you. But when you don't have money, no one looks for you, let alone where you are or what you are doing.
I have stumbled and fallen many times in my life, then I have fallen again and again trying to get up. I have tried to control myself not once but many times but I have tried to stay inside myself but how can I be okay? One danger after another is gripping me like this. I am not able to be okay. The intense pain is gripping me like this. Will I be okay? I don't understand that. In fact, I am living in this world by enduring pain but I don't even know how good it is. The story behind my being okay may be very difficult but even then I want to be okay with everyone. May everyone be okay. I keep thinking that no one should suffer like me. I don't want anyone to suffer for me either. But yes, I want everyone to be okay. May everyone be okay and healthy. May Allah Hafez protect us.