Have you come to the realization that we are scattered light? There’s a saying in Kabbalah: Source, or God, was one, and then the Big Bang—everything in creation that we can see or even fathom is just a fragment of that explosion. Beautiful concept...we’re scattered beings of light. I know it just by understanding the Zodiac. Some pieces of the puzzle fit, and some don’t. So it’s fun because we can reconcile it, kind of like pulling the curtains back when you really understand what’s going on in your chart.
But this is what I want to speak about because this is what I’ve seen. Some of us are more dependent on relationships as it pertains to our money. You get that. If you have a Venus connection to the second house (in your birth chart), a Libra connection to the second house, or a Scorpio connection to the seventh and second houses, there are various ways to see this. You have to be scattered light, right?
For example, I have Cancer on my second house, but the Moon isn’t in the second house. The Moon was in Aquarius when I was born, so when you look at the Moon, it’s in the eighth house, giving it a Scorpio connection. Somehow, it’s tied into joint partnerships with the feminine. You see what I’m saying? So when you have this Libra-Scorpio relationship connection to money, we have to tap in.
And we don’t have to be in the ideal relationships or situations to share our opinions, styles, techniques, and inner truths that are begging to come out. That’s a fact. Don’t let the ego play this game. “He/she ain’t walking it out. He ain’t successful, she ain’t married. Why am I listening to them?” That’s bs.
What sustains what a person talks about is the truth and its applicability. It doesn’t matter if they live it. It really doesn’t. I believe that’s the ego’s excuse to create hurdles that derail you into self-sabotage. You’re looking for something wrong to justify why not to be great.
Stuff like that starts to bother me because, to me, it’s about unlocking potential in every desired sector. Success for me is being on the journey, being on the path of attaining success or reaching my highest potential in my desired area of interest. Regular degular love is just, you know, regular. There’s some of you who really have the keys because you’ve unlocked yourself to a certain extent, and the information needs to be shared. Period. So please give yourself permission to share.That’s the moral of the story.
Now, let’s move on. Some of our money connections are tied to parents, and this is important. Let me look at myself, for example. Although Cancer rules my second house and that’s the Moon, guess what? That’s mommy. Oftentimes, it’s mommy; sometimes it can be dad, but it’s usually mommy.
But because it’s late Cancer that rules my second house and the majority of Leo sits in my money house, I have Leo in the second house with Saturn. But wait a minute—if you go to a wall clock, what I’m telling you is Saturn at five o’clock (the fifth sign of Leo) is in direct opposition to Aquarius at eleven o’clock. My Saturn, which represents father time, is in opposition to my Moon. So now that’s a conflict between dad and mom.
Now, y’all hear me say it, and you have to understand it’s often the women saying this. I never hear you talk about your mom; you talk about your dad and how your mom cheated on him. I’d be like, “Yeah, I say that because it’s really a jab at the female a little bit.” I’m being petty because the status quo is men are dogs and men cheat. But in my experience, it was my mother who cheated on my dad. Do you have an issue with your mom? I don’t. Me and my mom are super cool. When I do have one, I just say it.
Some of our relationships with money could point to parental aspects. This is interesting because I have the Moon in the eighth house, which represents mother, sex, and secrets. That really happened in my life. Saturn in opposition—Saturn is about not letting go, holding on. Leo is really father because Leo is ruled by the Sun, which is masculine energy. Moon is feminine energy, and Saturn itself is masculine energy. So Saturn and Leo represent the father.
If I have some friction towards my parents, it potentially messes with my money because it sits right there. It’s like your hip bone is connected to your thigh bone, your thigh bone to your knee bone—you have a problem way over here, but it’s connected to your mental disposition towards your parent. My dad and I are business partners in some real estate deals, so we’re good. But my mom has never been financially savvy. We need to be careful to identify what’s connected to the relationship and how it connects to the money.
But you can change history. If we truly understand that whatever the mind thinks and perceives is real, we have the chance to imagine positive scenarios with our parents and heal those connections.
The opposition now turns into a divine, beautiful balance. It becomes one and whole. Keep researching your birth chart, connecting the dots between planets because they’re different aspects of our consciousness that we need to make whole. Most importantly, give yourself permission to challenge yourself, speak your truth, and just do it.
Who was I listening to? Myron Golden. He said, “The problem is all your life you think you have all your life.” That’s interesting because all we’ve known all our life is all our life, so we really don’t have a sense of urgency. Your time is limited—you’re going to die one day, and you never know when that day will come. When people are on their deathbeds, their regret is often that they never tried, that they didn’t go for their dreams and aspirations.
You have to do it. You are meant to do it. Let me try to boogeyman you into it real fast. I had a conversation with a friend about the fear of reincarnation through suffering—what if you come back and have to go through abuse to step into your higher power? In the Western hemisphere, the theme is often trauma leading to transformation, like going through the Detroit Red, turning into Malcolm X, going to jail, becoming smart, women being lied to, cheated on, abused—going through all that shit before coming into your God hood. The West isn’t a place where spirituality and morality are the order of the day; that’s the East.
We’re here really suppressing some things. Quick story, my friend is always telling me, “Man, I hate this job. I hate this job. I hate this job.” They say it every week. Now, all of a sudden, they got a new supervisor who says, “Hey, you have to take a test, and if you fail, you have to pay $300 to take it again.” It’s creating a strain because they don’t have the extra money for the test. This is how it works. You’re here because you’ve evolved enough to be interacting with me. Your thoughts create reality, and what you suppress in the subconscious becomes reality.
So don’t put yourself in a predicament called Uranus, which is about unexpected accidents. Don’t do it.
Embrace your scattered light. Understand the cosmic connections between your relationships, money, and family dynamics. Unlock your potential by sharing your truth and overcoming the ego’s hurdles. Remember, your thoughts shape your reality—so think wisely and live courageously.