"Every courtyard is like a microverse. Being in a new place, even in such an insignificant one, you get into the atmosphere and there is a feeling as if you have returned from an exciting journey." – I wrote three years ago about a place with yard spaces on the outskirts of Veliky Ustyug.
(Oh god...I started quoting myself).
But then (in 2019) I didn't know about frequencies, dimensions, the essence of space yet...
And I feel them in general since childhood.
By the way, about frequencies. I'm creating a frequency diary here, or rather a state diary...or an archive one.
And I once said a slightly erroneous statement that if I remember the past, I connect to the old frequency, which can make me feel bad.
This is partly incorrect, since we are connected not to time, but to the state of the soul at that moment in time.
I realized this because I feel smells, sounds and physical sensations from some experienced moment in particular through a photograph.
But having felt it all through the picture, I don't get worse, and sometimes even better...although it's been a long time.
But still, you can catch a bad vibe if this condition was somehow bad, of poor quality, in a state of altered consciousness caused by foreign substances.
We can say that I do not have such conditions in the photos, since I do not take the camera in my hands at all in a bad feeling.
It turns out that all my pictures show only good states.
Even if I feel fear or anxiety in some place, this state is kind and comes more from curiosity.
There may be a note of danger, but it is conscious and lasts until a real direct danger to life and health begins to threaten.
And when such a line comes, then I stop filming and leave the place.
Once in the spring there was such a danger during the shooting of courtyards and I surprisingly did not have a picture of the place where I was almost poked.
I probably don't have a picture that I don't want to look at or I would feel horror or fear from it.
But in theory, it is possible to create such states! But who will need it?
I strive to go as far as possible into the cosmic state – a state of mental balance, kindness, curiosity, open-mindedness and everything else kind, positive and warm.
And then to capture some piece of space in this state.
In fact, it doesn't matter what to capture, the main thing is in what condition.
But I shoot spaces precisely because they cause me the same peace, curiosity and sincerity.
Somewhere it works harder, somewhere weaker.
Specifically, these yards on Gagarin–Leningradskaya favorably affect me. I have already seen this twice.