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Maybe the past few weeks I've been less active in music again, some obstacles that have made me less active because I got some work out of town for quite a long time. But the enthusiasm has not stopped because of that, I continue to improve my work because I really love music.
And thank you also to my friends who always support my work and give their time to enjoy my work. I admit you are great musicians, extraordinary musicians. You are my role models for the passion of creating. May all of us who love music in our lives remain enthusiastic about giving this positive thing to the world.
Hive Music Festival Week 145 Round 1 I performed a song titled "Tidak Diri" by the band Samsons.
Samsons is a band formed in 2003 and has continued its career to this day. This band is from Indonesia and is based in Jakarta. Samsons has experienced several personnel changes and now has only four members. What I really admire is that Samsons continues to fly high despite many problems between members and to this day, the band continues to pursue its career.
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The song "Not Myself" tells the story of letting go of someone they love for someone else. This song recounts several experiences of several Samsons members leading up to its creation.
This song is my favorite song from this band. This song once became my story in the past. When I had to let go of my ego for their happiness by loving them with their own choices. Even though it's hard, someone we love has the right to choose their own path for their own happiness, even though we still love them.
Maybe that's all I can say in the song for this week and I hope my friends enjoy this song and its meaning. And thank you also to musiczone who always gives time and energy to provide this event, I hope this event runs smoothly and continues to be successful. That's all I can say, thank you for stopping by my blog and enjoying my work, I say thank you.
LYRICH-BUKAN DIRIKU
Setelah kupahami ku bukan yang terbaik
Yang ada di hatimu
Tak dapat kusangsikan
Ternyata dirinyalah yang mengerti kamu
Bukanlah diriku
Kini maafkanlah aku
Bila ku menjadi bisu kepada dirimu
Bukan santunku terbungkam
Hanya hatiku berbatas tuk mengerti kamu
Maafkanlah aku
Walau ku masih mencintaimu
Ku harus meninggalkanmu
Ku harus melupakanmu
Meski hatiku menyayangimu
Nurani membutuhkanmu
Ku harus merelakanmu
Dan hanyalah dirimu
Yang mampu memahamiku
Yang dapat mengerti aku
Ternyata dirinyalah
Yang sanggup menyanjungmu
Yang ramah menyentuhmu
Bukanlah diriku
Walau ku masih mencintaimu
Ku harus meninggalkanmu
Ku harus melupakanmu
Meski hatiku menyayangimu
Nurani membutuhkanmu
Ku harus merelakanmu
Ho walau ku masih mencintaimu
Ku harus meninggalkanmu
Ku harus melupakanmu
Meski hatiku menyayangimu
Nurani membutuhkanmu
Ku harus merelakanmu
ENGLISH VERSION
After I understand that I'm not the best
The one in your heart
I can't doubt it
Turns out he's the one who understands you
Not me
Now forgive me
If I'm mute to you
It's not my manners that are silenced
It's just my heart's limits in understanding you
Forgive me
Even though I still love you
I have to leave you
I have to forget you
Even though my heart loves you
My conscience needs you
I have to let you go
And only you
Who can understand me
Who can understand me
Turns out he's the one
Who can flatter you
The one who touches you kindly
Not me
Even though I still love you
I have to leave you
I have to forget you
Even though my heart loves you
My conscience needs you
I have to let you go
Ho even though I still love you
I have to leave you
I have to forget you
Even though my heart loves you
My conscience needs you
I have to let you go
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