You are always exactly where you need to be. Have trust in this. Don’t let your mind stray off into the distant mindscapes of “what if?”.
You’ve done nothing wrong. If you judged a loved one or got angry, if you left in a hurry because you felt threatened… it’s all good. Some actions have painful results but they are never without cause.
Before you can display the beautiful flowers that bloom from your heart, you must push your roots through the darkness.
Finding the time for yourself is an absolute necessity, specially if you don’t consume a great amount of mind-numbing substances. If you’ve chosen the path of awareness, be patient with yourself and others.
Stay warm, don’t go hungry, listen to everything happening inside and outside. Don’t be boring, be creative in whatever way you are able to. Enjoy non-action but don’t force yourself to it.
Your suffering is nothing new. Everybody suffers in some way. Suffer with dignity and embrace your vulnerability, being broken is no sin.
Focus today on what you can give and let go of what you want to take. Healing is on the way.
There will always be days when everything seems to crumble when tears are the only possible outcome of every action and thought. Don't be discouraged, there is nothing more beautiful than crying your heart out. You are the rain, the cloud and the plants that will grow from it.
Clarity isn't to be taken for granted. It requires constant attention and the will to find it. When it leaves, Life is asking that you wake up from selfishness and look beyond your own nose.
In the end, we're destined to constant transformation. Don't be afraid to leave your comfort zone. Life is a cycle and you will be there again, eventually.
Much Love, patience and forgiveness on this day.