Well Jin,
I appreciate that you are texting me directly. And I also cherish your content.
Also there were some people texting me about blurt but i'm kinda not a fan of it. And I wanna clearify why I decide to only stay on Hive.

Fist of all:
I am very happy about all the support i gained here on the chain. they helped me a lot and i also learned through those rewards a lot. it helped me with my motivation to keep on. Now i got a little bit budget which i completeley worked for. I am not into sell my Hive. I wanna try to hold them long and play a little bit with them in the market to gain more. But this is kinda another topic.

Secondly:
If someone got a problem with me, then i appreciate downvotes. Otherwise I wouldnt know whats about my post. And then I can clearify those misunderstandings and problems.

Thirdly:
If we wouldnt have downvotes the chain would be spammed with bots.

Fourtly:
I am not that cry baby if I got some downvotes. If they are right with their decision to downvote me and I understand it, then it helps me. If they arent right, then I dont care and do further !?
Its not completely about getting money... Its about censurfree communicating. And if someone is not agreed if i offense someone, then its ok to get downvotes.

Fifthly:
I am not into splitting my focus on 2 platforms at the moment. actually i am into a deep process of finding myself and dont need more social media.

Sixtly:
I am sad about that a lot of people just leaving hive because they got a lot of help here and this is also the reason why there are only a few whales, because all the others dont wanna stay. if more people would stay, more money would fluid, more content, more motivation, more connections, what ever. you are just helping those whales that the money is freezing at their wallets because they also dont know who to vote... if there is noone anymore.
so whats about hive? i like the chain, the concept, all those people investing time and energy in it, also if i dont text with them directly.

and actually this downvotes topic is yesterday's snow. i dont know whats about those people now... its like i just discussed about it at the time i arrove here...... its been a long time since then! and people just dont get what i wanna say and actually for me it makes no difference. those who know you dont need to explain, and those who dont know you also dont need to explain lol.

its not about stealing your rewards.. it just for you as a note to reflect something i dont know whats about. ask the hivewatchers. we need more discussions, more posts and comments
and not just leaving people which are sad or angry. no one profits out of those childish behaviour.... and yea i think its childish, because for sure i am angry and sad sometimes and got a lot other feelings, but thats not a reason to just leave. Its there for me to help me to realize whats going on....

the merger of hivewatchers got a reason and was originally very good well-thought-out. they are not beasts, and they answer at any question you got.

and i also dont get why to exactly text those people who got a downvote. its like creating a party against hive-party. reminds me of the political system. collecting all the people which are dissappointed due to their own deception... ok?

so... your posts arent gone. your opinion is saved on the blockchain and there is no way remove it or to ban you out. you got a platform here to just say what you want. and there will be a lot of people who will always disagree. maybe its because of what you said, because of what you are doing, looking like or just because it comes from you while they cherish it from other people. its like how the people are function as a group force.

and last but not least:
i dont care about how many hive i'll get on one post. im working hard for my posts and got like nothing in comparison to those who just copy shit of the bible and get 40 hive for that.
it is how it is.
its about the people deciding who to vote. and i cannot force them to read my shit.
so i think its not completely about getting money.. because which good platformes (besides blurt lol!?!?!?) you can get a good amount of money AND got stable coin (HBD)! which platform survives the most? we can test. The test has been going on for a long time. On which platform you can get about 15% on just holding your hbd? ....
pls name it.

Wanna tell you: I am open for discussion.
but i will need some time because its not a topic i really like and i got a lot other stuff to do at the moment thats also the reason why i dont post that much like i did in recent time.

have a good evening and sleep (just got 3 hours sleep tonight arg)
regards from charlissy