How long have you been habituated to the same thing? Sometimes our minds get tired and our body gets the same taste as well. In these days, I felt something which is how strange our life is! and how dramatically it can change at any time. Sometimes we preserve our present for the future although we are pretty aware that the future we are waiting for living is still that's the haziest thing on the planet. Here, something unusual query knocks in my mind in an unorthodox way, why do we do that after knowing the most accepted truth? Do I do it for myself, to make myself happy or do I do that for making others happy?
The first option is not to be accepted by me and the reason would be pretty obvious by my side which is, when you go for making yourself happy, you don't make the path hard and it's as simple as that. But there is a good possibility of waiting for the right moment and making others happy when someone truly puts value in your life. It is such a nostalgic thing to watch and feel as well, but I personally do not urge to someone or I like to have such a nostalgic future, ignoring all of the moments which you're already in.
In the last couple of days, I have witnessed something which I'm not familiar with. Something out of imagination and those things happened so fast that I could believe how some incidents occur so fast one by one or one after one. A boy was more younger than me, approximately 4 years younger than me, such a young blood and he is the only male member living in his family as his father died. His mom had a lot of expectations from him. Yes, the guys was so fond of mine and he is no more because of a bike accident. I know that is not something which would make my mind arise since I lost one of my friends in a bike accident a couple of years back.
But the next day, I got a phone call from a senior guy in my department and I was informed that one of my close friend's dad died, after going to the place, I was amazed by seeing the face of the dead body. Such a fresh face, with no injury or illness he had, he lost his life in a short period of time during the time of night when it was 11 on the clock.
After knowing the story, I was surprised and it was hard to believe for me how fast a situation can change a family and one's life as well. That's the lesson which is very crucial to remember when you are eagerly waiting for the future. Last night I fulfilled one of my wishes that mostly when was bored too much with my hectic life I search for a calm environment, during the day times it was quite accomplishable but whenever I have felt a great chase in me to feel a calm environment at the time of night it was too hard for me to fulfill.
Last night, I went to a place near a river when night is above 10 with two other companions, riding a bike. The road was newly built, during the time of noon there is too much rush and crowdy. It felt great setting on the river bank and knowing those guy's secrets in a calm and smooth environment. There I hardly heard any human's sound. From the distance, the lights were addressing me to feel the darkness of the night sitting in a place where almost everything is dark.