I'm in physical pain most of the time. Walking in a green park and sitting on the grass under the trees helps. My skin and eyes are trashed from living out in the sun surfing and the beach. Most people love heat, sun, and things that are painful to me. I don't know how to get up north where it's cooler and there are forests and open space. There are too many people here. I loved it when I was a kid but now? No. I want to breathe without having millions of people around me.