Found! Update below as I was writing and researching this...
I'm going to have to look into who this officer is however this is some pretty honest words as well as a huge heartfelt plea and I'll be honest everything that I would expect from a military officer in terms of integrity.
He completely admits everything denies nothing apologizes for his actions while accepting the coming consequences.
Apparently the farmers stealing Russian military equipment happens to be a favorite pastime and epic photo opportunity.
And this channel has been popping up on my dives into what's going on and they very clearly start laying out the huge resistance and the highly effective capabilities of the Ukrainian forces.
Personally I am against invasion I'm really not going to demonize Russia. I think that the further sanctions after the failed invasion will stand as punishment enough while we work to rebuild Ukraine. This is an absolute senseless war and was really pushed by Putin in the name of fascism and white supremacy when Russia has previously invaded Crimea as well as other areas of Ukraine. And don't forget they also have their eyes on Moldavia and that Russian separatist controlled area along the borders of both the Ukraine and Moldavia.
So Russia has taken over territory in two countries as well as being helped by Belarus.
This is not just a Ukrainian situation and deserves the full support of the world which actually is happening with huge amounts of care packages going out as well as anybody who can is supporting with sending supplies.
update!!!
Russian officer discovered.
Lieutenant colonel...
Even though it uploaded my photos badly and not in the right order it actually ended up being in the perfect order. So I'm not even going to edit that and I'm just going to leave it stand as is.
Propaganda is coming out on all different sides and it is only after this conflict has ended that we will know the truth of what has happened here.
Right now it definitely does not look good for Russian forces.
Hopefully we have an amazing negotiator come out of nowhere to save the entire world from what is looking and shaping up to be quite a crazy nuclear war.