A lady's hair hold memories they say and ironically for someone who hold dearly on to memories I tend to chop my hair short frequently. I was naturally born with a dark wavy hair, it's thickness I would say, I got it from my father.

However, lately I find myself having it shorter. And fun fact, mostly I'm the one who cuts my hair haha. They say wearing a shorter hair is a brave thing to do for a woman. It shows confidence, strength, and determination. Well, I do agree for the half of it. I mean that's how you'll see the act upfront. However, sometimes the reason is filled with immense pain, sadness, rancor, feeling of wanting to run away and to just drop everything of weight off our mind.

Especially during the pandemic >>>> (I'm embarrassed 🙈)

-------------------------Sometimes, it's simply just due to extreme BOREDOM. Yeah, it's not that heavy of a reason all the time.

There are times, where we just wanted a change, to start anew, to experiment, to listen to that tiny voice inside our heads whispering "cut your hair" hahaha. You'll never know.

Recently...well I don't think it's that recent cause I have been liking it a lot for months? Or maybe a year already? Hmmm 🤔...oh, pardon me I'm pertaining to my preferred type of haircut. I've been liking the wolfcut and I'm sure you know what it looks like—basically it's a layered cut.

My long hair in wolfcut is flattering I'll proudly say, but I couldn't resist cutting it shorter for some reasons : (1) due to our weather here which is for the most time is blazing hot, (2) I wanted to keep myself hair androgynous in appearance because sometimes I want to dress myself like a soft girl & sometimes like a cool dude who I'll be simping myself afterwards (yeah cool me weird, but whatever), (3) I've reached certain milestones in life and I would like to officially leave everything tiresome of an experience I had all in the past.

And so...I said goodbye to my long fluffy hair 👋

At first, I decided not to go hard in chopping my hair. It's a medium wolfcut with a bangs. And to commemorate that long lost haircut let me show you some photos of it. There are times when I miss it honestly.

But after, the graduation, I wanted to officially leave my student life behind and unleash what has been suppressed within me and by that being said I cut my hair shorter once more and dyed it.

And finally! After years of being unable to color my hair since school prohibits it, I am finally free to do what I want. And the satisfaction to finally in control of my life is worth living for!

The hair grew a few inches and I'm loving it.

But, after taking the greatest examination in my life, I said to myself, I need to do something to finally regain life once more.

So, this time to celebrate, I decided to go to a salon, had my wolfcut shorter and had it dyed in balayage.

I supposedly wanted a full bleach color, however, for some particular reason, I decided to do the balayage highlights FOR NOW. At first, I wasn't so sure on how I felt about it, but I think it's growing on to me hehe.

I wonder if there are women out their who totally understand me, but this is how I express myself through the hairstyles I wear. And it's totally fun and satisfying.