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Hello, this is my first time writing in this community. I recently discovered it and decided to join your challenge.
I'm probably like a lot of people who when angry or sad prefer to be alone. As time went on people started to stress me out. Those big crowds in the shops or streets started to build up stress in me. Maybe I also blame the fear of getting sick again and not being fulfilled, of being dependent on someone else whether I would live or not.
In the pandemic I find myself thinking more and more about myself and others in general, about the times when we were all carefree and working together almost 50cm apart, and now everywhere they talk - keep your distance do this or that to protect yourself. They made us separate, stay alone or only with those we live with to protect ourselves.
Maybe that's why I'm still out of work because I'm afraid of getting sick. It was hard, I was on my own, they wouldn't let anyone bring me anything or see me until the hospital discharge. It helped me rediscover myself and enjoy more what I have - myself. I learned that I had to do it on my own.
When I'm in a bad mood I've learned to lift it myself, listen to my favorite music, and rejoice in life.
Beware, it sucks - I know, but it's the way to survive as humans, not as nationality or ethnicity but as humanity!