Privilege:
To stand with your angels, stroking your forehead and face as you took you last breaths.
Privilege:
To have you trust so deeply and securely in me as I had your life in my hands.
Privilege:
To be wanted by you to take control for your safety and comfort.
Privilege:
To feed, medicate, shower and dress you. To wake you up and put you to bed. To entertain and educate you. To listen and to be the shoulder that you could cry on. To be your rock to hold onto when the overwhelm was drowning you.
Privilege:
To be by your side every second of every day- especially when you needed it the most.
It was a privilege to be your carer and see you through the battle of your life till the angels spread their wings and took you away to peace.
It was an honour to be chosen to be your daughter.
It is with such a huge amount of sadness and regret that this day comes around for the 3rd year since you left us Lola Jean Carriage.
A day of utter devastation for us, but one of such relief for yourself came about at 3.30pm on Friday the 1st December 2017.
A day that I will never, ever forget as I stroked your forehead while you took your last breaths and flew away with the angels that were watching and waiting to escort you to the long awaited peace that you so truly deserved.
A day that I will never, ever forget and one that I will always feel so privileged to be apart of.
You were the Mum that I always dreamed of and the Mum that I was truly honoured to have for the years that I did and you will always remain my Mum from birth to eternity and beyond in my soul, my spirit, my memories and my dreams.
I love you with all of my heart, soul and spirit and miss you so much every moment of every day, as I will forever.
Rest In Peace my darling, wonderful, beautiful, funny Mum.
So lucky to have had this time with you to make these wonderful memories with you.
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