I also hope to find what I need and what I am looking for, I have been thinking a lot about that, if my heart is aligned with certain things there must be a place where I can put all that into practice and where one can work under peace and tranquility.
I am sorry that now in your job things are getting difficult when you felt good there, that has happened a lot to some friends when they are in family businesses is very difficult to manage because those people become more of a burden than a help, then one struggles to do things well but the owner's relatives what they do is to screw everything up, because they are taking care of money that they think they are going to give to them.