Greetings pupil.
After millenniums you get to breathe out for once and you breathe oxygen and you are sure of it. Yes you are sure of, even if it is obvious that pollution is at its peak. Yes you are still sure of it, when you know that the oxygen is heavily polluted. Even then you breathe and you fill in yourself with that polluted oxygen yet claiming that it feels good.
It feels good, it all feels good! That is not because the air is not polluted all of a sudden but because your mental health is better. You feel uplifted, you feel good to be alive. It has nothing to do with the air being filled with pure oxygen but your mind, that is not polluted anymore. You found your way out and you are happy. You are happy to be alive and you are happy to be able to breathe.
Even if there is thousand reasons to be upset and thousand more reasons of why life is going through a havoc yet once your inner mind is at peace, nothing else can be overtaken. You can be free. You are bound to be free.
All the puzzles will start to assemble and you will know the right way to find out the way. Even if you fail, you will not feel failure as you are alive and you are up for another challenge. A day to be true is when you can feel the air on your hair and you can breathe to be called alive.
The meaning of the words we use can be so much varied from one another. Sometimes we are mentally happy, another time we are physically happy, other times we are subconsciously happy and etc. etc. Ultimately what matters is that we are happy and that is not fake. A day can be truly felt when you accept you are happy. Accepting your bad days and accepting your good days. Being grateful for the memorable days. Finally, it is all about you and you.
Today nothing special happened but a few days I was going through some turmoil and I was finding no way out, you see, and things were not going how it was supposed to. So, I felt hesitant about my decision and everything felt toxic. Even now, few behavioral responses still makes me annoyed even though I can feel relaxed. I feel, this feeling will not last and that is the beauty. The good and the bad, nothing lasts for long, it only comes temporarily.
I did find myself in front of a huge block but now I found my way out and it was not a hard job. I just had to face it all and be courageous to withstand the hurricane. At the end of the day, we all overcome our frail self and stand up to live up to our best selves and maybe that is the challenge of life, I dare say. Maybe yes, maybe no. It is still one we got to find out by ourselves. It is not going to be the same for everyone.
Coming again, nothing good actually happened today but I feel good to be surrounded by no one yet everyone. I see everyone, being busy with themselves and not poking nose on others business. I see everyone, talking and enjoying the time away while not feeling depressed about their present life. I see life and I smile at the sky unknowingly. Am I smiling because everyone is happy or am I smiling because nothing bad yet happened with my day? Maybe I am smiling because I just had a good breakfast unlike other days.
As far as I can recall, nothing good happened. My plans for today got cancelled, I was not being conversed properly, I did my part of the job at home but none appreciated. However, I am happy feeling content about something I am not sound about. I feel life has more to give to me, more cries, more teachings, and more of the vast space. And, I am willing to receive them all, I am confident for now. Are you too? It is going to be a crazy ride, undoubtedly!
This is my twenty-second post in HIVE. I hope to connect well with everyone. This is me here, Lemonade1, I am a bookworm, meaning I love reading books more than anything. It is my first priority and also my last. Besides everything else, I love traveling and I aim to create my travel diary here.