I wouldn’t say I’ve had the best of lives, but I’m happy for the life I get to live and the opportunity to always make it better. Life is full of ups and downs and I got one have had to experience and go through some moments of friction with people really cared about. It all started as something minor and within a twinkle of an eye, things had escalated to the peak.
It wasn’t a good time for as I was the victim in all of this. But everyone involved was probably being selfish as it’s a normal part of human nature. All I could do was as pray over everything after bawling my eyes out. And just like that,God came through for me and just like it all happened, it all disappeared like it never happened. The issue was never spoken or even heard of even though I wish to get it off my chest.
For years, I carried the pain of the entire situation in my heart. I couldn’t let go and that hurt me a lot because I wanted to let go for my own sanity but my body wouldn’t let me. I was always on high alert- everyday was a new to day wonder when the worst was going to happen. Eventually, I told myself I didn’t deserve to punish myself like this for others actions. So, I forgave, I moved on and I am living in one of the happiest phases of my life.
I look back today and realize that even though I haven’t entirely forgotten about everything, I am not letting it define me and the life I’m living because what is life if I always have to carry the weight of what ifs?
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