Hello ladies of Hive, happy new year! Once again sharing my thoughts with you.
This year has been quite eventful. We have been two years since the pandemic began and although it seems that it is ending we still cannot be unprepared.
It's been a pretty long 365 days with its ups and downs. And reflecting on the past year I realized many things.
I have had many negative experiences that have overcome positive experiences. I got to a point where all I did was complain about what was happening to me. Despite what is posted on social media, I always post only a small part of my life. Therefore not everything you see is what there is.
And so on December 30, one day before the end of the year, I woke up with a different air. I got up early and sat on the porch with a little music and admired the garden my grandmother made. I felt the breeze, I looked at the flowers and the butterflies. And I was grateful.
Grateful because I'm alive, I'm healthy (although I'm always getting sick hahaha) I have a roof to sleep on and I have food. I am not hungry and I am not cold.
For that and more I thank God, and I apologize for having been so mean, hateful, annoying. For having complained about what I don't have and not thanking what I do have.
I have not finished growing up yet, I am 19 and I think I am 8. I live in a difficult place, a really difficult country. In this year I did not achieve what I set out to do, I did not get close to it. However I advanced a little more than two years ago and that is enough for now.
I am infinitely grateful to God because I have another year to try to accomplish what I set out to do and I hope to achieve it with my eyes up and that the obstacles do not stop me.
I hope to change for the better. Be more patient and wise, determined and not bother with the world. Because the world keeps turning the same and I have to live in it the same way.
May there be more joys and fewer tears this year. More miracles and less misfortune. To be able to become happy and be at peace with myself.
I have many wishes for this year such as becoming independent and traveling. See a part of the world that I have lived.
The journey begins today.
I wish you all a happy new year. What is your wish for this year?