Alright friends. First off I need my phone taken away from me... as you can obviously see...
I wanna touch base on my most recent hell in making friends in a new country. Being an alt woman who talks way to much about penises and things that make no sense to a lot of people I feel making a im looking for ppl like me post in facebook groups is like tinder...
And like childern its the same as playing 20 questions with your crush as a teenager...
I'm almost 30 and it's like hello im a mess and full of anxiety. I don't quite speak the language here but i'm working on it.
- I'm a gamer are you a gamer?
- Please tell me you don't like that orange fucker in the states?
- Please tell me you're are for equal rights for all...?
- Do you play video games??... No??
- Do you like to read...No?... Sigh
- Oh my man can't come... oh... I think i'll skip...
- Do you like my cute new plushie?? Isn't it snuggly...? Oh you think it's strange... gotcha.
ect...
I have now resorted to saying crazy off the wall things and saying if you run it's the best for both of us and if you stay you must match my crazy and maybe just maybe we will mesh well...
I have indeed scared off a few people with my blunt words and lack of being able to be in the norms... I wear my heart on my sleeve but sleeves are also waving in the wind and boopin snoots. xD
Please tell me i'm not the only one that I'm in my old lady era... Yelling at the kids to shut up and get off my lawn. I love my own music loud but over stimulated by 90 percent of other sounds...