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¿Hay algo dentro de ti de lo que no estés seguro?
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Hello friend of this community, it really is a question that forced me to sit down calmly and make an analysis that I really had to do it starting from being honest with myself first.
When I read the quiz question
Is there anything inside you that you are not sure about?
I thought immediately, nothing, I have always been a person with a high self-esteem and therefore very sure of the things I want, but like a spring an idea came to my mind, and the voice of my conscience whispered in my ear, think Zoraida that nothing in life is black and white and I began to make an analysis of the course of my life and I discovered that I have always had more than fear, fear of having an old age in solitude which is not the same as being alone.
Normally I have an affable character, very sharing and very active, but with the passing of time I see that I am changing, the moods are more variable and with more frequency and I saw that inside me I always told myself that in my old age I wanted to be surrounded by people, that it did not matter the age to be cheerful and fun.
Today I realize from the analysis of the question that I am not sure if that is what I want for my old age, but inside me is what I want most, no matter the place either at home or in a home for the elderly but always surrounded by people, because the company always do good to the soul, when you share a joy or a sorrow is different they say that the soul is lightened and the sorrow touches less.
However I am not sure if that is what I really want, because I also see how nice it is to have a little loneliness when we are able to fill it with aspects of life, that many would not understand, how is it possible to prefer to live alone for example surrounded by books or some little animal that requires your affection and love.
Maybe a lot of people think that I am alone but I feel that with this option is also to be accompanied, but when I talk about it with some people they tell me that life is to be surrounded by people who add or subtract you but people.
I try then to unblock any level of doubt and I go back to thinking as before but every time I see inside me that I am not sure of what I want and that distresses me because at this age closer to old age it is important to know what you want, not knowing is synonymous of going wrong because it is something difficult one is working and creating goals for that destiny to reach your old age, with quality of life but alone or in company?
I know and recognize that having an old age in sledad is to remain independent, it forces you to exercise your psychomotor functions every day to overcome the fears and barriers of life and society but I really think that from this analysis I realized that maybe I was not preparing for an old age but with insecurity of how to move towards it and then how to assume it with dignity.
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