It can be really annoying and frustrating to see something you have planned and hoped to be great resulting into something that is far from good.
For me, my number one wish is to get a good teaching job with a favourable salary payment that can help me with my bills (Personal bills and family bills), and I also I will be able to save up for my school. Teaching is the only job I can think of with manageable pay and will be time friendly for me in the evening hours everyday, also I won't have to work during the weekends so I can use the opportunity to do a part time job or I can preferably learn a trade like fashion designing, hairdressing, catering that I can use as a side hustle in school or after school.
To enroll for the vocational training money will be needed, to get into school money will also be needed for jamb registration, processing of admission and so on. Basically what I need is money and a good job opportunity will help.
Circumstances are unpredictable, we actually don't know what would happen the next minute so if the year is halfway gone and nothing seem to be going as planned actually a good reaction might not be seen at first, it's natural to be upset because not feeling in control can be stressful.
I don't really need to start blaming myself or beating myself up, my first reaction will be for me to go through my plans again, to check out the way I carried them and also find out what is not making it work. If after going through the plan and I can't find any lapse, then I will focus on finding solutions, I will reconsider restrategizing and using a lighter means since it's just midway into the year.
As a Christian I will surely tell it to God in prayer because I believe He knows all things. I can also tell it to a more experienced person or a counselor for an advice without taking my eyes off my set goals, I might not be able to achieve all as planned originally but certainly I will be able to achieve two or more from my list. It will still be on my mind that 'when there's life, there's hope." I can always try again.
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