Music has always been part of my daily life, but over time it became something deeper, something that connects me to the world in ways I never expected, especially after I lost my sight, when many things changed, yet music remained constant and familiar, becoming a companion during quiet moments, a source of comfort on difficult days, and a bridge that continues to connect me to people, stories, and emotions beyond my immediate surroundings.
Being a fangirl is something I genuinely enjoy and proudly embrace, not simply because of admiration, but because it allows me to stay connected, engaged, and emotionally present in a world that often feels fast and overwhelming. I follow artists who inspire me, especially the Pinoy Pop powerhouse SB19 and the Latino boyband CNCO, and I enjoy keeping up with their music, live performances, concert announcements, and everyday updates, which I access through the VoiceOver feature on my phone, allowing me to read posts, listen to interviews, and stay informed about their journeys, making me feel included, aware, and part of something meaningful even without sight.
Music has a powerful way of reaching places that words often cannot, and there are days when a song understands my emotions before I do, calming my thoughts, lifting my mood, or simply sitting with me in silence when everything feels heavy. Some songs remind me of how far I have come, while others give me strength when I feel tired or overwhelmed, helping me process emotions I cannot always put into words, turning music into both comfort and release.
Concerts hold a special place in my heart because they allow me to experience music in its fullest form, where sound, energy, and emotion come together in a way that feels complete and deeply personal. Even though I experience concerts differently, the loud music, the excitement of the crowd, the collective singing, and the shared joy around me make each experience unforgettable, reminding me that connection is not limited to what we can see, but to what we feel together in those moments.
Following my favorite artists gives me something to look forward to in my everyday routine, as new releases, concert updates, and small shared moments bring excitement and lightness into my life, reminding me that joy can exist alongside challenges, and that passion does not disappear just because life changes.
Music and concerts also connect me to other people, creating conversations, friendships, and shared experiences that go beyond differences, and through fangirl moments and live music experiences, I continue to find a sense of belonging that grounds me.
Fangirl power, for me, is about choosing joy, staying connected, and allowing myself to feel inspired every day, and through concerts, music, the artists I admire, and the accessibility technology that makes it all possible, I am able to keep my heart full and remain connected to the world around me.
Angeline Bernadette 🩷
This post is completely AI free. All words and photos are my own.